Chasing Hate || Lucas Coly FF

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Jakira

I was scrolling through Instagram while laid on my stomach

Lucas was somewhere downstairs doing whatever

Deciding to answer some of my fans I go to my DMs

Sheesh... more than 99+ messages

I started going through them looking at some of the messages

Replying to some I smile as I read this one in particular

" Aww " I said to myself

I decided to follow that person and message back

Smiling to myself I click another and it was a picture

Furrowing my eyebrows it could only be one thing...

Nudes.

Or....

I was about to click it again until-

" Mama! " Jr said running in

J'liyah was right behind him

They climbed on the bed and Jr got on my back rocking back and forth

" I'm hungry woman! " he said

I went out the message and locked my phone

" Whatchu wanna eat? " I asked looking back at him

He tapped his chin

" Can we go get some McDonald's? " he asked

" Yeah.. Go put y'all shoes on " I said

They climbed down and ran back out as Lucas came in

Laughing and shaking my head I get back on my phone checking my Snapchat

Lucas came up on the side of the bed and grabbed my ass

" Boy you ain't had enough already " I asked looking back at him

" Ain't no such thing as enough when it comes to booty " he said

I rolled my eyes and looked back at my phone

I felt the bed dip in as he climbed on me and came to my ear

" You gone really rolling them inna minute " he said as I then felt him thumbing my clit

" Quiet na " I said

He smirked against my neck as I felt his tongue

I snatched my head away from him and tried to get up but his ass was heavy af

" Lucas move " I said

He was chuckling as he came over to where my head was

" You don't want me loving on you? " he asked

" I don't care but don't lick my neck like that cause I'll drop my panties real quick. " I said with all seriousness

He smirked again as I felt him rubbing my clit

I tried to get up again

This nigga trippin'.

He started flicking his tongue coming closer to my face and I saw him out the corner of my eye

As he got really close I turned my head and stuck my tongue out flicking mines back

We jerked our heads back at the same time as our tongues met

" You nasty " he said

" Leave me alone then " I said sliding from under him

I got up and fixed my shorts as I was about to walk off but he grabbed me by my waist pulling me back on him

" Where you going with them shorts on though? " he asked while pulling me onto his lap

I tried to get out his arms but gave up after awhile

" I'm going to just get the kids some McDonald's " I said

" And when you come back whatchu tryna do? " he asked

" I'm going to shower so I can go to bed " I said getting annoyed because my sex drive was rising through the roof

" Can I join? " he asked

" Your perfectly capable of washing by- "

I felt him right against me

" We just finished having sex babe.. " I said

I was down to doing it again because I was just as horny as he was but the kids are here now... The first time they left with Saroyan and now they here cause he had to go to work

" Besides the kids are here with us " I said

" If they come in here they gone get the belt across they little asses " he said

I rolled my eyes to the ceiling and got out his arms going to slip on my slides

" Yeah okay " I said

I grabbed my keys and walked out

Lézae

I was sitting to the island with tears in my eyes

Staring directly at the cup that had the Hennessy and pills in it debating if I want to drink this thing down or not.

I've been hurting for the past few 2 days... Things just aren't the same and I don't care about the problems we had or anything I just want my baby back..

The kids haven't came out they room all day and Baby Sammy has just been acting like himself but he's only but so little and doesn't know quite much.. but it's going to be hard explaining to him when he gets older that his father passed away when he was only 8 months.

I sigh and reach my hand out for the glass picking it up and shaking it around hearing the pills hit each side of the glass

Closing my eyes and setting the cup down the tears stream down and I put my hands over my eyes sobbing to myself..

Unknown

I sat there staring at the grave.

I hate how things have to be this way.. but I did it to better myself.

It's wrong of me to do it but I'm doing it to help myself before I end up hurting somebody really close that I love.

Looking down I cover my face and put my hand in my hair pulling at my curls then I clutch my fist together feeling anger rising in my body.

" FUCK! " I curse while leaning forward and rocking back and forth as I felt tears streaming down

Flashbacks start to haunt me as I feel my chest heaving up and down having a hard time catching my breath.

I wish I could just tell her I love her one more time......

Thank you guys for 1k on this book!! And 'Chasing Love' just hit 8k! I never knew it would get that much views and ratings.

I may go back and do a couple re-editing to it.

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