Falling for my Bodyguard (Unedited)

Chapter Thirty Seven

Jasmine POV.....

The week ran off fast but still feeling hurt of my best friend betrayed me and I loose the love of my life. I don't know if he's alright, he won't replied to my massages nor picked my called. I've been crying all week and avoiding everyone including dad, I ignored all of Chelsea apologic messages and I refused to pick her called.

I'm glad today is Saturday I don't have to go to school to see her face. I don't have any plans for today so am just gonna go for a swim in the pool. I grab my towel on my ways out since I already put on my black bikini and flats. I jog down the stairs avoiding going into the kitchen where everyone is having breakfast, I can't take the talking from any of them. But just as I thought I could avoid them dad stopped me.

"Jasmine you can't continue avoiding everyone like this" he said worried

"Why not? I don't want to talked to anyone OK?" I snapped rudely

"Into my office now!" He scolded

He walked off to his office very piss and I know he's gonna lecture me now. I sigh heavily before walking behind him down the hallway, he open the office door and gesture me in then followed behind.

"Jasmine you can't be shutting out everyone like this, you can't be shutting me out kitten" he said calmly

"Dad I just..... I don't want to talk about it" I said weakly

"But you have to kitten, am here for you to talk too" he said pulling out a seat for me to sit.

"Dad the feeling is awful..... I missed him so much, I didn't mean to hurt him" I said sobbing

"I know kitten that's the worst part of a relationship to get hurt but you have to be strong Jasmine" he said caring.

"Dad I can't be strong without him, I don't know how to" I said softly

"Just try kitten I hate to see my baby girl like this and I know you're strong like you late mother...... You need to pull yourself together" he said gentle shoving my shoulder.

"I'll try dad but I want to know if he's OK, he's not picking my called or my messages am worrying about him" I said running out of breath.

"He's OK Jasmine the two of you need time to think and when the time is right then you'll be together" he said.

After the talk with dad I feel a little better and I head out to the pool. As I pass the guest house memory of us flashes through my mind and I smile at the thought. I know this isn't the end of us and I'm gonna do whatever it takes to have him back.

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Dad decided to take us out for dinner to take my mind of things but I doubt it would work. After taking a long warm shower, I did my makeup and straighten my hair. I put on my yellow one strap dress that falls above my knee, I slide on my black heels and put on my jewelries.

I keep checking on my phone for messages from Jamar but its useless, he probably forget about me already. I sigh at the thought and take a last look at myself before head downstairs. In less than an hour dad park up in front of a fancy restaurant. We exit the car and walked in and take our table that dad already made reservation for.

"May I take your order please?" The waitress asked.

"I'll like dice lobster, mash potatoes and vegetable salad" Monica order

"I'll have same as her" dad said to her.

"For me I'll like mash potatoes, sweet and sour chicken and shrimps with raw vegetables" Amanda order.

They all look happy except me, my mind was wonder off to Jamar and what's he's doing now? If we will ever meet again? If he hates me? All those thoughts cloud my head and I can't bear the feeling.

"Jasmine! Kitten! You need to make your order" dad said interrupting my thoughts.

"Huh? Oh am sorry, just get me a vegetable salad please" I said with a smile.

"That's all mam?" She asked

"Yes miss" I replied with a small smile.

"Ok order coming right up" she said smiling.

She left and all eyes were on me and I know what it's for. I didn't feel like eating, I just want one person to bring my appetite back and he's not here.

"Are you OK?" Monica whispered

"Yea am ok" I nodd

"I'm sorry for what happened, don't stress too much about it OK?" She said trying to cheer me up.

"I will try" I answered short to end the convo.

I really don't want to talk about what happened anymore, what I need to do is find Jamar and apologize my soul out to him. If that doesn't work then I'll just kidnap him like Mr Harris did to me.

Silly girl stop thinking like that

I smile at my stupid thought and shake my head, but I really of to find him. We all eat and talked about variety of things, I smile a few times and dad was please about it. Dinner wasn't a bad idea after all.

I still miss Jamar ....

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