Falling for my Bodyguard (Unedited)

Chapter Thirty Eight

Jamar POV....

"Jamar you need to get out of bed and pull yourself together" my mom scolded me.

"Mom leave me alone please" I growl and pull the pillow over my head.

"Boy don't let me come in there and knock some sense in that head of yours" she warned

I curse under my breath before lazily getting out of bed, its been two weeks and I still can't get myself back together. I tried hard to get her of my mind but she wouldn't go. I walked into the bathroom and strip of my boxer then sink myself in the warm water. I relax myself and close my eyes looking on Jasmine beautiful face and sexy body. My eyes flicked open when the image of another man touching her body right now.

I sigh heavily and step out of the tub with water dripping all over the floor. I toweled myself and dress in sweat pants and grey marina which was comfortable. I head to the kitchen where I saw mom serving lunch and I take a seat around the counter.

"You look like hell boy, come on eat up" she said placing a plate with food infront of me.

"I'm not really hungry mom, this is too much food" I complained

"You haven't eaten in days Jamar so you better eat up and don't let me come feed you" she warned pointing the spoon at me.

I didn't argue with her because she's a woman of her words, and I wouldn't want to dear test her so I eat up. My appetite was weak but I manage to eat some off the food and sip on a cup of coffee.

"So how long are you gonna be like this Jamar?" She questions pulling out a chair beside me.

"Like what?" I questions back pretending I don't know what she's talking about.

"Boy don't play with me, you know what am talking about..... You need to put yourself together and get a job or go back to your job" she said sipping on her coffee. "I'll talk to Monica" she added

"Mom I'll get a job soon but am not going back" I muttered.

There's no way am going back, I can't work seeing Jasmine everyday and not being with her. She probably move on with her ex boyfriend, I don't want to get in the way of that either. But am gonna need a job soon, I need to look a Job.

"I think you should give her a chance to explain Jamar" mom said causing me to froze.

"Mom I told you what she did and you think I should give her a chance to explain..... There's nothing to explain" I said raising my voice.

"Don't you raise you voice at me boy" she warned

"I'm sorry mom" I murmured

"What am saying is  you need to give her a chance to explain, you said she love you so why would she hurt you like that? Something else is not right about it, the person that send the video was trying to break you guys apart and you're letting them win" she stated as if she know something.

"Mom but the vi......

" think about it Jamar... Let her explain" she said finishing up her coffee.

With that she left to continue the dishes and I drag myself over to the TV in the living room.

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Later in the evening I lay in bed tossing my basketball in the air and thinking about what mom as said this morning. Someone could definitely want us to break up but I don't recognize the number. I deleted the message so there's no way I can find out who it was unless I see Jasmine. I quickly put the basketball away and take another quick shower and dress in some clean clothes and head downstairs.

"Mom I'm going out don't wait up" I said grabbing my car keys from the table in the living room.

"Where are you going?" She asked

"I've been thinking about what you said and I'm going to see her" I explained

"Ok baby take care and call me OK" she said kissing my cheeks.

"Bye mom" I waved on my way out the door.

I'm so nervous to see her, what if she has move on? What if she doesn't want to talk to me? All these questions flowing inside my head as I drive out. I turn the radio on to keep me relax and focus on the road. As I reach close to her house me palm start sweating and I have a doubt feeling about this. I pulled up at her gate and the securities didn't hesitate to let Me in. I park up in the driveway and exit the car then walked to the door and punch the doorbell. I waited nervously as the the swung open and was greeted by Amanda.

"Hi you, what's bring you here?" She said smiling

"Is Jasmine here? I need to see her" I said hastily

"No she's not here" she said with a frown on her face.

"Amanda please don't lie to me I need to see her" I said pleadingly

"I'm not lieing Jamar, she's out with her boyfriend" she blurt out.

My heart start to melt instantly and a slight headache creep up in my head. It's just two weeks and she has moved on, why did I even let mom talked me into coming here?

"W--what boyfriend?" I asked curiously

"Chad of course, those two can never be apart no matter what" she grin. "Do you want to leave a message?" She added

"N--no its OK just don't tell her I was here" I said sadly.

I walked away couldn't believe she has moved on so quickly and with that same guy. I angrily enter my car and drive out off the driveway, my eyes locked with hers as she drive in. I removed my gaze quickly and speed off through the gate.

We weren't supposed to be together..... I need to forget about her....

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