Falling for my Bodyguard (Unedited)

Chapter Nineteen

Jamar POV....

I felt so bad when Amanda burst out that I'm taking her to the stupid New years party, I didn't even agree to. I saw a sad expression form on Jasmine face and I know how hurt she was. I watched her as she excuse herself from the dinner table and walked out the door. Everyone sit in silence until I decided to go after her.

"Would you excuse me please? I need to make a call back home" I lie with genuine smile

"That's ok hun,make it back for dessert" Amanda whispered in my ears.

"I will" I answered short smiling

I got up from the table and head out the door to search for Jasmine, I know her two favourite spot the pool or in the garden. I check the pool but she was not there so I walk in the garden just in time to see her leaving.

"Jasmine you're not supposed to be out here by yourself in the dark" I said walking towards  her.

Don't tell me what I shouldn't do, stop tormenting me, I need you out of my head, all I think about is you Jamar" she said running out of breath.

Looking on her with tears in her eye's, I just want to hold her and comforts her so badly. I want to tell her how much I care about, how I can't stop thinking about her too but something is holding me back. I want her to know that I have feelings for her and I can't take my mind of her.

"Jasmine I can't......" I trail before she cuts me off.

"I know you can't be with me because am a little girl but please stop flirting with me, stop holding me, staring at me, stop talking to me please" she said angrily

"Jasmine just listen to me I....... I pause

I can't find the strength to tell her how I feel, I really love her am going crazy about her but I need to secure my Job. Tears start falling from her eyes and all I  did was standing there speechless. I want to hold her and wipe her tears, I want kiss her pain away, I just can't find the courage to tell her how I really feel because am afraid of loosing my Job. It's all I have to keep me and my family surviving and I know Mr Hastings would fire me for being intimate with his daughter.

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Jasmine POV...

Tears falling from my eyes and all he did was standing speechless, he doesn't even have a little feelings towards me. I'm so angry with him but I would love him to wrap his arms around me and comforts me. I didn't know what else to say so I walk away wiping my tears.

" Jasmine...... " he called

"Am sorry for liking you too much, you are right I should be with someone my own age" I said calmly.

I didn't wait on his reply I just quickly walk out of the garden and into my room. I tried to keep myself strong and focus and everything else except him. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door and I walk over to open it.

"Is everything OK with you kitten?" Dad said entering my room.

"I'm fine" I said sadly ploping my bed.

"I know my daughter and she's not fine" he said joining me o e the bed. "Do you want to tell me why you and Chad broke up? Not that am sad about it" He added

"Dad Chad and I want different things, he was want to rush things and I want to take it slow, so he broke up with me" I muttered

"I never like that guy, he just wasn't right for you..... Don't worry kitten you'll fine a guy who respect and give you the love you deserve but I hope it's not now maybe the next ten years" he said serious

"Dad I'll be old by then" I complain

"Yes I know, you will be more mature about relationship so no dating until  then" he said

"Dad you can't be serious" I complain

"Yes I am, I don't want any guy hurting my little girl. Goodnight kitten" he said kissing me on the forehead.

I was so lost Wonder if my dad is really serious are not, I didn't realize he left the room. I can't be a Virgin until am twenty eight years. I shove that nonsense my dad just said to the back of my mind and stare through the window on the guest house.  I wonder what Amanda and Jamar doing right now, my  heart sink at the thought of that. I tried to focus and anything else except Jamar but it was hard.

I strip of my clothes and sink myself the tub and relax my mind, I have to stop thinking about him. I will never get the chance to be with him like I want.

I'm falling for him so badly......

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