Falling for my Bodyguard (Unedited)

Epilogue

Four years after....

I feel warm breathing air fanning on my causing my eyes to flutter open. Jamar peacefully sleeping with his mouth partly open and light snore coming from it. His strong arms rest tightly around my naked body. I quietly shift closer to him, wrapping my arms around his torso.

"I hope it happen this time" I mumble to myself with a sigh after.

"It will baby" Jamar sleepy voice reply to me, causing me to jump slightly.

"Good morning" I smile cheekily.

"Good morning beautiful" his voice still groggy and he pull me closer to him.  

Jamar and I got married and moved in together right after I graduated from college. I now have my own real estate company that my dad handed over to me. Business Is doing great and Jamar still managing dad main company.

My life is doing  great so far but there's one problem. From the past two years Jamar and I been trying to have a baby. I've tried every technique I've heard about and still I'm not getting pregnant.

"Babe!" Jamar call breaking my thoughts.

"Hmmm?" I ask

"What are you thinking about?" He ask rising on his elbow and looking down at me.

"N-nothing" I stutter trying not to fake an smile.

Jamar give me a look saying 'I don't buy that' and pull me on his lap. Our naked body joining each other make a erotic feeling rush through my body. He lean me on to his chest and pull the duvet over us for warming.

"Now tell me what's on your mind?" He softly say in my ears. His warm breath send shiver down my body.

"W-what if I can't give you kids?" I finally let out my thoughts.

"Don't say that baby, I'm sure doctor Rivera have good news for us today" he say cheerfully.

"I hope" I breath out.

We are suppose to meet with doctor Rivera today. He did some test on both of us so we could know what's the problem is. He's a highly recommended doctor and I am praying for some good news from him.

I really need my baby now and Jamar is very excited to be a father. I noticed how he play fatherly with Jacob my little brother. He's three years old and I love him so much.

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"Babe" I softly call at Jamar who as been silent since we visit doctor Rivera. "Jamar!" I call louder.

"Yes" he mumble keeping his eyes in the road.

He have been silent since we visit doctor Rivera. My eyes loaded with tears when he broke the news to us. Its turn out that Jamar sperm count is very much alright which mean the problem is me. I can't bare children and it feel so heartbroken knowing I can't give my husband a child that he always wanted.

"I'm sorry Jamar.. I'm really so-

"Its not your fault" he mutter pulling up in the driveway of our house.

"Its is Jamar, I can't give you kids an--

"Its OK Jasmine, please let's not talk about this now... I need to get to the office" he say with hint of sadness in his voice.

"Today is Saturday, you don't go to the office on Saturday"

"I have a few things to finish up for Monday... I'll see you later" he reply stretching over pecking my cheek.