Falling for my Bodyguard (Unedited)

Chapter Thirty Five

Jamar POV..

I angrily walked upstairs leaving her crying on the floor, I couldn't looked at her without Imagine her in bed with him. How could she do that to me? I have to get the hell out of here, this pain is unbearable and being around her let it worst. I've never love anyone like I love Jasmine, I care about her so much and she just hurts me like this. I pulled down my suitcase and start packing my clothes in it. As soon as I got everything I wanted I storm downstairs with the suitcase behind me and she was still on the floor crying with my phone.

"Jamar where are you going? Baby please we can work this out" she said sobbing when she looked up and saw me with the suitcase.

"Can I have my phone?" I said not looking on her.

"No! You can't just leave because of one misunderstanding, Jamar look at me!" She scream getting of the floor.

"Misunderstanding? That's what you call it? You hurt me Jasmine really bad, I just can't forgive you" I said trying to keep my voice strong.

"Jamar I'm  sorry...... (CRYING) I would never hurt you please believe me" she cried

"Save your apology Jasmine it doesn't matter, I'm leaving" I said grabbing my phone from her hands.

I stepped past her and open the door without looking back at her I walked out to my car. I open the trunk and throw my suitcase In it, I shouldn't have let her go to that stupid party. I blame myself for letting her go without me, I pulled the car door to enter when she called me and I stopped.

"Jamar" she called softly

"Jasmine" I said turning around.

"Can you at least hold me before you leave?" She said sobbing.

My heart melt to see her like that, I tried hard to keep myself from holding her but I can't help that I love her so much. I slowly walked up to her and pulled her in a tight hug, she wrapped her hands around my neck very tight I could hardly breathe.

" I'm sorry Jamar...... Will I ever see you again? " she whispered sobbing

"Take care of yourself Jasmine" I said with a small smile

I pulled away from her but she hesitate to let go.

"Please don't leave me Jamar, please" she cried

I didn't replied to her, I pulled away and enter my car without looking back at her I drive out of the driveway with tears full my eye's. I didn't want things to end like this but its gonna be hard to trust her again so its best if I leave. We both need time to think and get ourselves together.

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I pulled up in my driveway about half hours later, I dried my face from all the tears running down. My mom is gonna know something is wrong and I don't think I have the strength to talk to her about what happened. I looked in the mirror to make sure my face was fully dried but eyes were red. I exit the car and get my suitcase before heading to the door. I punch the doorbell and wait nervously for my mom to approach me but thankfully it was Caleb.

"Jay your home, we miss you so much" he said happily giving me a bear hug.

"I've miss you guys too" I said keeping my voice strong. "Where's mom?" I asked when I didn't see her around.

"She's out to get groceries, she'll be back soon" he replied. " what's up with suitcase? Are you back?" He questions looking on the suitcase.

"Yes I'm back home" I said weakly

"Is everything OK Jay? You don't look good" he said sadly

"I'm cool little bro just a bit tired and sleepy, I'll be in my room" I lied faking a smile that he didn't buy.

I quickly disappear from the room before he asked any further questions.  I pushed my room door open and I smile of the thought of mom cleaning it and the fresh smell from it. I place my suitcase In the corner and drop myself on the bed, everything Keep spinning in my head. My phone keep buzzing in my pocket and I fail to look at it, but it buzz nonstop which becomes very annoying. I look at it and there were twenty messages from Jasmine.

Jas baby: Jamar I missed you am so sorry for what happened lastnight.

Jas baby: I just want to know if you're OK, please talk to me.

"Jas baby: Jamar I love you so much and its killing me that I hurt you and causing you to be in pain. I should have listened to you and not attend that stupid party but I was so upset with you so I went. Jamar please forgive me.

Jas baby: please talked to me babe, I'm lost without you.

Jas baby: you have to believe me I did not have sex with Chad.

I couldn't continued reading after that last one, my mind keep looking at images of  her in bed with him. I need to get my head of all this, I can't bear this pain. I head downstairs to the kitchen and grab a bottle of vodka and get back to my room. I turn the whole bottle to my head and it was finished in no time. My head started to spin and I feel dizzy but I wanted to drink my self drunk. I staggered down the stairs again and took another bottle of vodka and turn it to my head.

" Jay what's wrong with you man?  You wanna kill yourself? " he said grabbing the vodka from my hand.

"I.. Need too... Finish that... Give it back" I stammered

"No! You don't look well you should take it easy Jay" he said concerninly

He throw my hands around his shoulder and lead me up the stairs, he kick the door open and place me on the bed. My mind was cloudy with thoughts of Jasmine and my eyes slowly close.

Terrible break up......

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