He Broke me

Misery, Put Me Out Of It

After Luis left furious, Dj and I went inside.

Dj's dad is a police officer, but I begged Dj not to say anything.

He didn't.

He took me to his room, and after I picked out some of his clothes for myself, I take my shower.

I look at my bruises, I'm sure he didn't mean to grab me as hard.

I dry off, and slip on Dj's flash tank-top, and his black joggers.

I walk back to Dj's room, and he washes my clothes along with his.

He comes back in his room, and I'm looking at my phone, at the text message that I had just recieved.

Luis😤: you may have it safe now, but wait until you step into my house, Princess.😈

Dj takes my phone, and shows it to his dad.

"Carson, honey, can you come here please?" His dad asks me.

I walk down the stairs, and I stand in front of him.

"Sir?" I ask.

He looks at my arms, "Since you're underage, I can take him to court, and get you in our care, but since you didn't come to me I'm asking if that's what you want?"

I sigh, "sir, I joined their gang, the vipes, and if I leave, they'll come after me. Even though you're an officer, you won't be safe."

"Okay, but Carson, you're welcome here anytime to stay. You're family here, ok sweetie?"

I nod, and Dj takes me to his room.

"Are you crazy, Carson?! We would have been safe, you could have led them to where he is, and him get caught with the drugs."

I tear up, "I know Dj. I'm just not a snitch, and I don't want him coming for revenge."

I sob, knowing I'm in hell and I can't get out.

"Dj, can I tell you something?" I looked into his dark brown eyes.

He looked into mine, "Anything Carson, and I mean that."

I have to tell him how I really feel.

"Dj, before I lied. I thought we would be better off friends because I thought I was falling for Luis, but I am just falling for his money. The guy I really like is you, and I have for a long time. I was embarrassed before that you didn't like me so I never told you, then when you did what you did and..."

He kissed me, and I began to kiss him back. Hard.

He places his hands in my shirt, and moves slowly down to under my panties.

"Dj, I...I'm a virgin." I studder.

"We can stop if you want car. I'll wait for you, I've waited this long and I can wait longer."

I thrust myself into him and kiss him harder, "No, I can't wait."

I lost my virginity to my crush, and bestfriend, and now, boyfriend.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He smiles.

I laugh.

"No, seriously Carson. Will you?"

I squeeze his hand, "yes, I will."

I quickly send a text to Alexa.

Me: I just lost my virginity to Dj, and we're kind of dating now.😍😍😍

It doesn't take her not even a few seconds to reply.

Alexa❤💯: no way! But yayyy. I'm happy for you two! What about Luis.

Shit, what about Luis?

Dj read over my shoulder, "I'll keep you safe, shawty."

He winks and tickles me.

"I've finally found my happiness."  I say through laughter.

He kisses me, and we fall asleep, cuddled close together.

Luis😤: princess come home. I'm sorry.

Is the text I had on my phone.

I looked over at Dj, and he's waking up slowly.

"Good morning, Dj." I smile.

He pulls me closer, "good morning, beautiful."

It felt so good to be close to him like this, but I know soon I'll have to go home.

"Want me to stay at your place? So you're safe?" He asks.

My smile fades, "He won't allow that. I'll be at church tomorrow. I can hangout a little longer, babe."

He smiles, but you can tell he's worried.

"Well, that's true. What you wanna do today, baby?"

I think for a moment...

"Well the carnival is in town, and I have a bit of money.."

He shakes his head, "I'll pay, Car."

With that, I decide to leave my clothes at his house, and change into something else of his.

I change into his Aéropostale t-shirt, the gray one, along with his gray and black joggers. He let's me wear his black vans too.

"Damn, why didn't I tell you sooner. Looking fine, my love" He kisses me.

We head to the carnival.

Hours later:
We had so much fun, I even rode a rollercoaster.

"Well, I guess I'll take you to my house, and I'll let you go home."

Home, it's not home living with Luis.

We drive to his house, for me to get in his car and head home.

"Call me for anything and I'll come ok? Be safe and text me when you're home. See you at church tomorrow."

I kiss him, and I'm off to my house.

I slowly drive in, and there he is, waiting in the driveway.

"I'll be going to church in the morning, so I have to get to bed." I quickly say and try to go past him.

He Jerks my hair, and kicks me to the ground. I get up, and try to fight back.

"Who's clothes are you in? Djs? I'll kick him out of the gang and get him hurt so bad you can't see him."

I stumble, "then I'll leave too."

He kicks me, shoves my head against the car, punches me...everything.

I hope I don't wake up, or please take me out of my misery. Let, Let me go home.