He Broke me

He Still Breaks Me

After texting aleana, I told her we could go on saturday.

Only to get revenge on my aunt would I ever go to a gay bar, even if I am bi.

"Babe, I'm here." Carlos took me out of a daze.

I smile, " Hey amor. This Saturday were going to a gay bar. To help aleana."

His face was priceless.

" hell no. You're not going.  You're bisexual...just no."

I laugh, "that's why I said we are going."

His face softens.

Then he lays beside me.

"Carson?!!!" Rome yelled, barging in my room.

Carlos, stands up and says,

"It's nice to meet you, I'm her boyfriend."

They shake hands and Rome continues,

"Let's go to a club tonight."

I grab my stomach in pain.

"Uhh. ...this hurts."

Carlos raises up and holds me, I barf.

"Come on, let's take you to the doctors."

I get myself up, and throw on some black yoga pants with a blue Hoodie.

As we're on the way to the doctors, my stomach doesn't hurt as bad.

"Whatever they prescribe you, I will go buy it for you ok?"

I smile, and nod.

We pull into my doctors office, and go to sign in.

As we patiently wait for the doctor to call me back, I read a text.

Dj😤:  Carson...do you know what day it is???

I never reply.

It's the day we first met years ago...and I don't care to celebrate it anymore.

"Carson Reina Brooks" a young lady says.

I smile and walk through the stained glass door.

"Okay ms. Brooks, what seems to be the problem"

"I all of a sudden felt weak and a sharp pain in my stomach...I've felt sick for the past few days actually."

Her face scrunches, "when was your last period?"

I gulp, the last period I had was before Luis.

"Maybe a month or two ago..."

Carlos looks to me...it's hard to look at him.

"Well ms. Brooks, we're going to get a pregnancy test in progress."

I nodded as she leaves the room.

Carlos looks at me, and I can tell he wants to say something.

I look down, and twirl my thumbs...

"If you're pregnant with his kid, and you keep it...just know I will be here for you."

That's all he said.

As I sat there thinking, I was beginning to get anxiety.

I felt like I was going to get up and run.

Until the doctor came in...

"Okay, well ms. Brooks, you're two months along."

Two months along....it's still not over...I'm pregnant with his child....

****book is coming to an end