my stitched lover' juuzou suzuya x reader

Chapter 15

Enjoy~

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~(Y/n)'s P.O.V~

"I didn't go into your room" I say. "You said I can't go in there."

"I'm not fucking stupid, (Y/n)" His stare becomes more intense. His grip on me tightens. "I can smell your scent in my room."

"You're hurting me, Juuzou" I try to resist but it only makes it worse.

"You just can't obey, can you?" His red eyes are practically seeing right through me.  "Do I have to punish you? Why can't you just fucking listen?!"

"I'm sorry okay?!" Damn it this really hurts! "Now get off of me!"

"I feel like hurting you, I feel like making you bleed a little" Juuzou's blank stare sends me into an even more panic mode. I've always heard of people having a spark of new strength in dangerous times like a woman picking up a car to help her trapped baby.

"I said get off!" I push him off me and he lands on the floor. "I'm sorry okay?! I won't do it again! Now get the fuck out!"

It doesn't make sense but I just want him out! He makes a weird growling noise. I just stare at him until he stands up and walks out my room, slamming the door enough to make the wall shutter a bit.

Damn it. I shouldn't have gone in there but what the hell was that? Psychotic breaks? I wait a bit until I walk out of my room to see Shinohara-san watching TV.

"Shinohara-san, where's Juuzou?"

"He went to his room, seemed a bit upset but I know he'll be fine" He replies. "What's on your mind, kiddo?"

"Um I kinda went into his room earlier and his closet... " I look away. He's going to scold me isn't he?

"Ah you saw it? I know he doesn't like people in his room but sometimes curiosity gets the best of us" He says. Shinohara-san pats the empty seat and I go to sit down. "I saw it too and Juuzou was not happy about it at all but now I think he is okay with me being there."

"Do you know why he does that?" I ask.

"Juuzou didn't tell me straight forward but I profiled him after he told me a few stories" Shinohara-san says. "In a way, he is a miracle."

"What... What happened to him?" It made me nervous to hear the answer.

"Juuzou was taken by the ghouls and was raised by a ghoul he calls his mother" He says. "He was made to fight ghouls and humans while other ghouls watched and cheered him on. His mother kept him strong by torturing Juuzou."

"Torturing?" My heart sinks a little.

"She uh" He clears his throat. "She castrated him."

Disgusting. (A/n aksjssj i hope I didn't miss anything of his past and I know this is a shitty summary of his past)

"We raised the place and eventually I took Juuzou in" Shinohara-san says. "He's still adjusting to this life but sometimes it's too much for him."

I stay quiet. I shouldn't feel any pity towards him but I do.

"I know it's hard getting along with Juuzou" He says. "I'm not saying he should be excused for everything but it won't hurt to go easy on him while disciplining him."

"Yes I understand" I say. I've never had to handle someone like Juuzou so it's gonna be hard.

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I immediately fell asleep after Shinohara-san's talk. My alarm snaps me awake reminding me of school. I don't even want to go.

"Ready (Y/n)?" I've been staring at my clock that I didn't even notice the time going by.