Babysitter~h.s.

e i g h t e e n | Allana

"The fuck Allana. You ditched me to go make out with Josh Manky" I heard her scolding me as she entered in her room, holding a bowl of popcorn and two cans of sodas in the other hand. We were in Hannah's room since she invited me over and of course she wanted me to help her with her hangover.

I gave her a few meds and we ended up hanging out here for a while, just so we could rest for a while since last night was very intense for some of us.

"Okay, I did not ditch you for Manky because you were so drunk, you didn't care about me at all" I said as I got popcorn from the ball and put it in my mouth. 

"Well yeah I got drunk, so what?" she said as I rolled my eyes at her "You still wanted to abandoned me for him"

"Okay, okay. Even if you get drunk, I'll never abandon you for anyone else" I promised her as I literally raised my right hand in front of her.

"Good. So what's he like? I mean how did you end up kissing him?" she started to ask details about how I ended up with Josh before the whole Harry thing started. So I started off by explaining to her what happened after she left me to get some more drinks.

~F L A S H B A C K~

"I would like to get to know you more Allana" he smiled. I blushed a bit and soon felt his hand intertwining with mine. He then led me upstairs as he dragged me along the hall, but it wasn't empty since a lot of people were there as well, and we came across an empty room.

He opened the door for me and I went inside. He closed the door, but did not lock it. I sat down on the bed and he sat beside me. I noticed he brought to cans of beer with him and gave one to me since the other was for him. 

"So Allana,..." he started off "How come I've never known you before?" he asked me.

"Well maybe I was invisible to you so you don't notice other people such as myself" I was a bit nervous talking to people like him. I mean, it's not everyday I get to talk to popular people like him. 

"But if I had noticed, I would want to talk to you everyday if I could" he said as he tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. I started to blush, but soon stopped because he was right there in front of me. It would be so weird and embarrassing to blush right in front of him. "I mean, if I had known that you were my classmate and to be this beautiful, I would have given you a shot" he admitted for himself.

Oh my God. Did he really just say that?

"Well, uhm, thank you" I was trying to be calm because this is Josh Manky we're talking about. The popular guy in school and somehow I get to be in the same room as he is. Well technically we're classmates from the same teacher, but this time, we're alone.

"How come I've never noticed you before? I feel so bad for not talking to you before" he said and continued. "Tell me more about yourself" he suggested.

"Well uhm, we're both studying in the same school, have the same class together and have the same age, so basically I think there's not much to tell about me" I laughed nervously since I didn't know hat to say because my anxiety was the one causing me not to speak straight at him. 

"Come on, isn't there anything else I need to know about you?" he took a sip from his drink and focused his attention to me again.

"What else is there to know about me? I mean, no one wants to listen or even talk to people like me" I felt really bad that I never get the chance to be listened to or to talk with because I feel like my life was boring. I always felt like I wasn't as interesting as other people.