Babysitter~h.s.

f o r t y - t w o | Allana

I ran out of the door and noticed a lot of people were all lined up to enter the bar. I turned to my right and started walking my way home. I then heard a few steps behind me and soon saw the guys running towards me. I ran and ran and came across a parking lot, that was a bit empty. There were about 1 or 2 cars there, but no one was really there. I tried to look for a taxi or any public transportation that was much closer. I then got caught up by the guys who were breathing heavily from all the running.

"Allana, wait!" I heard Harry screaming from behind. I rolled my eyes and groaned, but not turning around to face him. "Allana please look at me" I heard him starting to beg. I slowly turned around and saw him looking at me with a soft look on his face.

"Why did you have to show up unannounced like that, huh?" I asked him. My head was starting to boil in anger. I was getting mad at the fact that Harry shows up out of nowhere when he knows what he did to me was so hurtful, that I had to suffer for it for days.

"Well, you didn't return my calls or message me back. I figured, why not surprise you" he said.

"Well, you could've gotten the hint that if I ignore you, you should stop trying to get my attention," I told him because I was a little bit mad that he still shows up. I wasn't ready to face him just yet.

"Why? Why should I stop reaching out for you when you know you're special to me?" his voice was a bit calm this time.

"Special my a*s, I didn't feel like one after what you did to me and I will not forget about it" I tried to leave, but Louis came up to me and started to block me. He spun me around to face Harry. I groaned and tilted my head back because I was so annoyed right now.

"Oh come on. Don't you think you want to get past this" he for sure wants to forget everything about him lying to me about us and how he feels.

"No! I will not forget the fact that you lied to me and made a bet with your friend if you are able to sleep with me or not!" I was getting furious that he would actually have feelings for me because of that stupid bet. For a woman, that hurts a lot because it just shows that s*x is more important than your own feelings.

"Yes, I admit I lied to you, but after that, I completely forgot about the bet because I was now focused on you. What I feel and probably what you feel about me too" he moved closer to me and I wasn't ready to be that close to him so I backed away. I started to cry because when I look at him, he's a different person to me now.

"You just don't understand the pain I had to deal with over the past few days. The pain that you caused which until now is still here" I pointed to my heart. He hurt me. It was soo painful, I couldn't think of a day where I wasn't crying myself to sleep. It was soo horrible. I just couldn't last a day not crying about him.

"But even if you didn't know about the bet, you know that your feelings about me were real" unfortunately, he was correct. The feelings I had with him were real and true and I hate to admit it, but I still feel the same way up until now. But I couldn't just tell him right away because he'll think I'll still forgive him for what he did.

"Yeah, I thought they were real, but seeing how when I look at you, it's not about my feelings anymore, but it's about me regretting ever to fall for someone like you" I am the kind of person that puts her wall down with a 50/50 percent chance. I can either trust you easily or get to know you more. But for Harry, I thought I knew him well.

We spent a lot of time at the house and sometimes when I go home, I get a bit nervous but excited when I see him. Right now, I just don't know how I could be in the same room with him when all I could think of was that Harry didn't like you for you, it was all for a bet.