Babysitter~h.s.

t h i r t y - t h r e e | Harry

"How is he?" I heard someone spoke from outside. I believe it was Liam.

"Still the same" I heard Niall with a very disappointing answer. After that, it was followed by a couple of loud sighs.

I stayed in my house and excluded myself from the outside world, just to mope around and emote alone. It's been 3 days since Allana went missing and I still feel the urge to blame it all on myself.

I wasn't able to watch or keep an eye on her. I knew she was in trouble for my actions. How the f*ck did I get so stupid? I knew what his plans were. I just wasn't able to take action and do the right thing.

I then heard the door opened. I wrapped myself with a blanket—like I was a burrito. I felt the bed sink at the edge as though someone was sitting beside me.

"Look mate, this is so unhealthy for you. You've got to do something about it" Liam spoke. I was facing the opposite of him so he could only see the back of my head instead of seeing me this way.

"Yeah, Harry. You know Allana wouldn't want to see you this way either" Niall spoke. I could feel him motivating me to move or do something when he mentioned her name, but all I can think about is how guilty I still feel about what happened.

"We're very worried about you, Harry and how you are feeling. I mean, we just learned how a girl changed your whole life. How she changed your perspective off  things. That's what we've been waiting for this whole time. The old Harry." Liam ended his speech as I closed my eyes and exhaled, thinking of the many memories I had with her. I miss her. So much. It hurts not seeing her right now.

I sat up on the bed and faced them with a haggard look on my face. My eyes were all red from all the crying I did last night. The eye bags under my eyes were because of me scanning photos of me and her in my phone.

"How're you feeling?" Niall asked me. I didn't look at them directly. I sort of stared into space for a bit. Was I really okay? I couldn't even be able to answer that question quick enough.

I then finally looked at them. Each one of them straight in the eye. "How am I supposed to give you the answer you're expecting if the only girl who was able to ever understand me, gets taken away and I won't be able to see her anymore?" I get very sarcastic or a bit rude when I get depressed or sad. They know me and I know that they're used to hearing me like that.

"We're not expecting you to be okay, Harry. You can tell us how you really feel because we're here. Louis would say the same thing to you as well" Liam replied back.

"If Louis was here, he'd probably kick my a*s out of bed" I told them. They both nodded and agreed with me. It was actually true. Louis would react that way to me in this situation. I miss him also. I wonder how he and Allana are doing?

"How's Mrs. Williams doing?" I asked out of curiosity and was worried for her mother. If she's doing okay or not.

"She's still at the police station right now. She wants

Then I heard my phone rang. I noticed the caller ID and it was a number again. I immediately answered and thought that it was him again. I answered and I was correct.

I put it on loud speaker for the others to hear. I started off with a "Hello?"

"How's my brother today? Did you get enough sleep and rest?" I wasn't ready or had enough energy to talk to him right now.

"How the f*ck will I get some sleep if all I could think about on what you'll do to my friends?!" I snapped back. It was true actually. I couldn't eat or even think straight when all I was worrying on what he might do to them—especially Allana.

"So feisty, my brother. Just wanted to call and remind you the money you owe me. It's due in 2 days" I rolled my eyes as a reaction. Of course, he's going to call and tell me about the money. He continued. "I'm going to send you the address tomorrow on where you will meet me and to give the money as well" after that he hung up.

After he hung up, I felt myself closing my eyes because of how painful I was feeling and the nervousness also. I wanted to see her already. Who knows what's he doing to her right now.

Yo this story is almost done. Please wait for me to update until the last chapter. Enjoy!!