Trapped [H.S]

Chapter 13: Let The Explainations Begin

Chapter 13: Let The Explainations Begin                                             

I just lay down on the ground with Harry on top of me, our eyes wide, our mouths hanging open. Both of us are too shocked to move or talk. After what it felt like ages I took a deep breath in and he gulped. “Get off of me.” I hiss. “Listen, I- I can explain- actually I can’t but-“ he starts mumbling. “Harry, Get. Off. Of. Me.” I say with a pause after every word to make it sound more commanding. For a second he narrows his eyes and opens his mouth to say something, but then he quickly shuts both his eyes and mouth. Then he takes a deep breath as I eye him cautiously. I couldn’t help but ask, “What’s wrong?” he slowly opens his eyes and looks into mine, he shrugs and says, “I’m an Alpha, my wolf gets mad when someone gives me an order or command.” My mouth forms an ‘o’ shape and I nod my head. He quickly gets off me and holds a hand out to help me. I refuse his offer and get back on my feet on my own.

“Jennifer? Please let’s talk it out?” he almost pleads. I ignore him and brush past him but before I could walk away he grabs my wrist to stop me. “Please?” he pleads again, knitting his eyebrows together. He bits his bottom lip nervously waiting for me to reply. I shake my head refusing to talk, “Please leave me alone for a while.” I say, my voice almost cracking.

“Jenny-“

“Harry please!” he let’s go of my arm and nods. I quickly make my way upstairs and literally throw myself on the bed. He marked me. That is not good! How am I supposed i run away now? He’ll die without me. You had one job, Jennifer! One job!

Now I’m completely trapped and there is no way out! And even if there is, it will cause a death. I don’t want Harry to die, He has been nothing but good to me and I have been playing with his emotions. I may not have strong feelings for him, but there is something about him that wants me to stay close to him, I have started to feel safer around him, I have become used to the warmth when I’m in his arms, every time we kiss I feel the static, My heart starts beating at the speed on an express train when he touches me. The way his deep purple eyes look at me, with so much love, love that I cannot return.

He is all I think about nowadays. Well him and Noah.

Noah.

What am I going to tell him? I can’t just tell him that I got carried away, that is one shit excuse, although that is what actually happened. He is going to be so angry, I’m afraid he might just kill me. As he said, once you’re in, there is no backing out.

But the actual question here is, why am I even doing this anymore? Harry has marked me. He has claimed me and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. If I leave, he dies. If I stay, I die. Somebody has to die. And I don’t want to live with the guilt of someone’s death. Someone, who was completely clueless about his mate’s conspiracy with the rival pack. 

Should I tell Harry about this? Maybe he’ll be able to help me out... Maybe Noah will back up because of Harry? I don’t even know what to do anymore. But I do know one thing and that is Harry deserves to know.

Okay, that’s it, I am going to tell him about it.

After pacing around the room for about fifteen minutes, I finally grow a pair of lady balls and leave the room. I slowly walk down the staircase thinking about what I’m going to tell him. I make my way towards his office. That is where he should be. I push open his door and find the room completely empty.

I walk down the hallway checking each room on my way, but no sign of Harry. I check the kitchen, the guest rooms, the living room, the guest bathrooms. He’s nowhere to be found. I finally decide to look outside.

I walk towards Harry’s office again and make my way to the front doors. I swing the door open and see wolves. So many wolves. I recognise Harry standing in front of a huge pack of wolves. This must be the rest of the back. All of them have surrounded a Black wolf. As I take a step outside the black wolf looks at me. His pitch black eyes burning into my green ones, he suddenly stops growling and sits down like a dog and lets out a small laugh. This gesture of his was enough for me to recognise him. All heads turn to where he is staring which is at me.

Noah holds his paw up to wave at me and I, like the moron I am, wave back at him. Then I hear a loud growl. Within a second Harry’s eyes go black and he lunges himself at Noah. Before I know it I run towards them, “Harry, no!” I scream but he doesn’t stop. Noah uses his paws to push Harry off of him as Harry’s paws hit his face. Noah quickly backs away and howls in pain. Before Harry could jump on him again I run between them and crouch down close to Noah.

Noah changes into his human form and my eyes go wide as he is lying down next to me completely naked. “Hello, Bambi.” He says with a wink. Harry growls again and shifts into his human form too. i somehow knew my cheeks are as red as a tomato right now because there stands, a completely naked Harry in front of me. my eyes roam from his face to his neck, to his shoulders. His chest and then his perfect abs and his v-line, “Checking you mate out, Jenny?” Noah whispers in my ear. I quickly avert my eyes from his extremely hot body.

“Get me clothes.” Harry says, gritting his teeth. Alec runs to get him clothes the second Harry asks him to. Alec comes back with a pair of black sweatpants and a v neck sweatshirt. “How do you know him?” Harry asks kneeling on his left knee, his left arm resting on his knee, he bends a bit more so that our eye were on the same level.

“I and Jenny are friends.” Noah says putting his arm around my shoulder. Now this wouldn’t be so awkward if he had clothes on, but I decide to keep my mouth shut and not say a word about him being naked. I just nod in agreement. Harry eyes his hand that is around my shoulder and growls, “Hands off her” he says and Noah pulls his hand away, smirking at me.

Harry gets up and holds one hand out to help me stand up and this time, I take it. Then he grabs my upper arms and pulls me with him towards the pack house. “Harry, please let him go... I swear I will explain everything.” I whisper to him. He suddenly stops walking and turns around, “Let him go.” He says and starts walking again.  “Bye, babe.” I hear Noah shout. Harry growls again but doesn’t do anything. We make our way into the house, to his office.

Harry leaves my arm and walks towards his seat. He sits down and takes deep breaths. He tugs at his hair and closes his eyes. “Sit.” He says and I run towards the seat like a donkey and quickly sit down.

Harry finally opens his eyes and places both his arms on the desk. He looks up at me and speaks. “You have exactly ten minutes to explain how you know that son of a bitch and what on earth was he doing on my territory.” He takes a deep breath again, “Your time starts now.”

To say I’m terrified would be an understatement; I might just shit my pants any time now.

Shit, I’m screwed.