Chapter 50: Gotta go my own way

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(Listen to this song throughout the chapter specially when Bella leaves, this was the only song I could find that could fit in this chapter)

I wake up in the morning, August 18 1965, the day the gang and I were not prepared for mentally and physically. The day I dwelled so soon, the day I say goodbye to my family and boyfriend. Not forever tho. But it sure feels like it.

I can't get out of bed, I lay there staring at the ceiling for what felt like forever. Time stood still, I remember being in grade eleven next thing I knew I blinked and now graduation passed and I'm beginning a life of my own. I can't wait to spend two weeks at Christmas time with the gang in December.

I slowly creep out of bed I could hear laughter, complaining and of course the tears from yesterday. I decided to dress very nice today I had to make a good impression for Standford. I did my hair like this:

 I did my hair like this:

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And decided to wear this:

I leave my bedroom door open, I smelled eggs, bacon and

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I leave my bedroom door open, I smelled eggs, bacon and...PANCAKES! OH MY GOD YES PANCAKES! I ran down the stairs shoving everyone away as I grabbed my plate of pancakes.

"Someone's excited to be leaving Tulsa today for Stanford" Steve said

"Shut up Steve, I don't care right now I just want me some pancakes" I say indulging my face in the pancakes.

"Slow down Bella you don't leave for like another ten hours. Your train ain't here until eight tonight" Darry says as I giggle.

"We're gonna miss you Bella, a lot" Johnny says as I clean up the dishes.

"Guys I promise to visit I'll miss you all too" I say wiping a tear away from my eyes.

"She's tearing up" two-bit spoke laughing like he was some kid of God of all jokes.

"No I'm not, it's just a eyelash" I say sobbing s bit.

"Don't bullshit us Girly or we'll come to Stanford and find ya" Steve says playfully punching my shoulder.

"My journey begins in ten hours" I say sitting on Dally's lap looking out the window.

"It's not going to be the same without you here Bella that's all" Darry says.

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