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Jean's P.O.V

I honestly wanna cry, wanna scream and wanna call all my friends right now.

I need to do what I can do, I'm hurt, I'm super freakin' hurt that this day would actually come...

I was at school with my friends, Kayla was doing something, she's been busy, so she can't attend classes today, which is fine, I'm with Athena and Marie, I was having a great day.

Until I borrowed Athena's phone and log in, but of course, I asked first.
"Hey, can I borrow your phone? I need to check my messages"

She allowed me.

I almost regretted it.
I saw a message from my friend/ex first, we're pretty close I guess.
I was talking to him until a message from Gale popped up.

I read it.

"Hey, I really think that we should stop this, I am so sorry if I have to break the promises that I made, I am so so sorry, I don't deserve a girl like you, You are honestly the sweetest girl I have ever met, You are amazing in every way, I loved you, but please, let me do this, I'll stop messaging you from now on, basically, this is a break up, goodbye"

I felt tears streaming down my face, I am lost, I am just speechless, Athena is sitting beside me, I made her read all of it, she saw that I'm crying, she comforted me.

I am so thankful that she's here, I just listened to "Safe and sound - taylor swift"..

I tried to just have fun, but my other friends noticed that I'm crying.
They started questioning me.
All of them, one by one.
Until Athena spoke up and lied for me.

"Hey, don't worry about her, she poked her eyes when she was beside me, also, she's trying to sleep"

I am honestly super tired, there has been moments when I called Athena late at night just to cry and tell her about Gale, so she knows Gale's personality more then Lisa/ Ann does.

All of us got home eventually, and I went straight to my room and open my account.

There's a message from someone I used to go to school with.

"Hey, I know what happened, I honestly am not shocked nor surprised, I told you so, I honestly did, I told you before right? When him and Amy just broke up, he started paying attention to you, he started courting you, I think it might just be all fake, from the texts, the messages, the promises, I told you the very first day, I said that you might just be a past time for him"

Gosh darn it, I'm crying again...I wish I read it with Athena, or atleast with Kayla...
I would even accept Rob to be with me...I just need comfort.

When did Gale love me? Never? From the Beginning? Someone tell me? Did he EVER love me? I am honestly confused!
This morning, my dad told me that I can have a boyfriend already! I was about to tell him about Gale...and then this happened.
This is too much to be true.
I wish this is all a nightmare, but I guess even wishing at this point is just pointless.

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