secret // shyland

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"Ever think you'll forgive him?"

I say as me and Ryland lay on my bed. Both our heads were in the middle but I was upside down. I lay there staring at my ceiling talking to Ryland. "I don't know. He just hurt me...you know?" He'd never believe me if I.. Well.. Yaw said his phone got hacked. "Well maybe he didn't mean it?" "No. He doesn't joke around like that." Ryland seemed more mad and confused than sad and heartbroken now. Still bad, but a different kind of bad. It was almost midnight, we've been talking for 5 hours. "Maybe try to let him explain why he said that" "I deleted him number." "Oh..." I need to find out who hacked my phone. And why? I mean, I don't get bullied or anything, everyone's pretty accepting of me being bi. I can rule Garrett out of the question because he's been my best friend since ever..even though he got mad I was with Ryland instead of him, but we hang out all the time he's probably over it. Me and Lisa broke it off on good terms so I could figure out my sexuality. I have great friends, nice school, I don't think anyone would do such a thing. And nobody knows I'm yaw except for Garrett. Could it be some random dude that felt like hacking a strangers phone? Ugh I can't think straight. "You ok?" Ryland says snapping me out of my thoughts. "Oh yeah, I'm just thinking" "Oh, ok." We lay there in silence for a while. "I really liked your song Shane" Ryland blurts breaking the silence. "Oh... Ha, thanks. I was hoping you would. It was kinda like.. Meant for you so..." I barely manage to confess "aww. Well I loved it Shane" He says kissing me on the cheek. I blush hoping he doesn't notice. "Aw.. Did I make someone blushhhh" "Shut up!!" "Make me" I turn his face as we were still laying down looking at the ceiling and lay a light kiss on his lips. "There, as you wished" I say as he smiles "see! Now look who's blushing!!!" "Okay we get it Shane" He laughs. His laugh is so beautiful..... I hate I, or yaw, well no, my hacker.. Took that away from him. "Haven't heard that in a while" "Me either.. I always hated my laugh." "No, it's so adorable I love it." "Well youre the first" "I shouldn't be. You should be told how amazing you are everyday. Matter of fact, here, if no one else will, I will." "Shane stop" He giggles "your amazing Ryland." "Thank you..." I turn the same way as Ryland. We both are tired so I suggest we get some sleep. I pull the covers over us and turn off the light. "Goodnight beautiful." "Night" Ryland turns facing me and scoots his head into my chest. He's so small compared to me. I wrap my arm around the smiling boy in front of me. I know he's not asleep, who falls asleep that fast? I kiss him on the forehead "I love you Ryland." He smiles even more. "Love you too Shane"

Those three words. Are said too much. There not enough.

A/n: woohoo a not as short chapter in the same day! I honestly loved writing that chapter it just so adorable I want someone like that. Also last paragraph thing is my favorite lyric/quote thing it's amazing its from Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. It's amazing 100% go check it out!! Okidokes love y'all gn --Kay<33