secret // shyland

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I wake up in Shane's room, in Shane's bed, but, Shane's not there. I sit up and look around to room. I change into my spare clothes and go downstairs to look for him. I walk into the kitchen and instantly get barmbarded with the smell of pancakes.
"What are you doing?" I ask causing Shane to turn around. "I was going to make you breakfast in bed, but now I guess I'm making you breakfast at the table'' we both laugh and I go up to hug him. I have no idea what I did to deserve this boy from the heavens. I sit down at the table and he gives me a stack of pancakes and sits down next to me with his own. "Pretty good?" He asks. "Mhmm!!" I manage to hum while having a mouth full of food. He laughs as I try to cover my face in embarrassment. Once I could talk I said "sorry, its really good Shane" While laughing. After we both finish and place our plates in the sink, we both go back up into Shane's room. We plop onto the bed, both sitting criss-cross with Shane in front of me holding both my hands. "I have to go home today" I say with a sigh. "I know, but your moms not home yet" "Yeah"
We talk for a while until I see my mom pull up. I kiss Shane goodbye, which is still the best feeling on planet earth, and climb back through my window. I hide all my pride stuff once again and lay on my bed. I hear the front door open and close, so I made it back right on time. About 10 minutes later I hear my mom call me from downstairs. I go downstairs to where my mom is. "Sit and watch this." I sit on the sofa and watch the news which was in the TV. Shortly after the news reporter started talking about the pride festival yesterday. "And also, the viral video of a boy called Shane Dawson, asked another boy, Ryland Adams, to be his boyfriend. He said yes and America's heart is melting, here's the clip." The they show the moment where Shane asked me to be his boyfriend and when I said yes! Apparently someone video taped it and now it's viral on YouTube!! I thought that was good until, "IS THIS YOU???" my mother rang out "ARE YOU A FAG?!" I was so stunned by her words I couldn't talk. "GO UP TO YOUR ROOM NOW, I DIDN'T RAISE A DISGRACE LIKE YOU!!!" "i..i...im not a fag mom.." I stutter her words ringing in my mind "THEN WHAT'S THIS? GO UPSTAIRS YOUR A EMBARRASSMENT TO THIS FAMILY! I THOUGHT BETTER OF YOU!!!!" I run upstairs and as soon as I hit my bed I started balling. I was practically screaming out tears. I was so hurt by her words, I thought shed be more like Shane's mom. My face was burried into the now wet from my tears pillow, that I didn't even notice Morgan as she came in. She sat down on my bed causing me to jump. "Hey.. You ok? I heard the things that mom said" "Uh.. Y..yea...h" I stutter while wiping away my tears quickly, which didn't matter because new ones would form in an instant. She pulled me into a tight hug, allowing me to cry into her shoulder. "Your not a disgrace or an embarrassment, she is." Morgan whispers while stroking my back in hopes I would calm my crying. "Thank...you" My crying has steadied, but not completely stopped. She stands up and before she leaves she whispers, "you and Shane make an amazing couple" I almost allow myself to smile through the tears. I glance over at the window when I see Shane sitting in front of his with his hand covering his mouth and letting a few years silently stream down his once beautifully rosy cheek. The words my mom said didn't just cause me pain, it caused Morgan pain too, and worst of all, Shane was hurting.

A/n:......sorry not sorry hehe ~kay<33