secret // shyland

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S h a n e

You know whats hard? What hurts? Seeing the boy your care about so much, way more than yourself, be so hurt. She's so many tears. And you can't even be there to hug him and tell him it's going to be ok. So all I could to is sit there. Sit in front of my window silently sobbing. Watching how hurt he was. I wanted to break his window and show him how amazing he is so he'd stop crying. His mom was the only one not phased by this, mainly because she was the one who caused it. It really sucks, knowing the person you love more than life itself hurt and cry while you are unable to do anything. When he looks up to see me crying at his sadness, which makes him even more hurt. The fact that I can't even text him because of this stupid hacker that made him hate 'yaw' now. We held eye contact, tears welling up in both of our eyes. 'I'm sorry' he mouths, which only hurts me more from him thinking this is all somehow his fault. I shake my head letting a tear fall down my cheek. 'I love you' I mouth with my vision getting blurry. Right before I could do anything else his mom bursts in. I was really hoping it was to apologize, but it wasn't.

R y l a n d

"IS THIS THE BOY?" She yells pointing to my window. I slowly shake my head yes, tears streaming down my face. She storms over to the window pulling over the curtain and locking it, after giving Shane a disgusted look. "DON'T EVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN, YOU FAG!!!" I lay paralyzed as she slams the door. I reach for my phone and bombard Shane with texts of 'I'm sorry' 'I love you' 'thank you for everything' 'sorry for my mom' 'I love you shane' until he finally answers.

Shane: don't be sorry bby, its ok I love you more

Ryland: I don't even know what to do anymore

Shane: it's ok, everything will be ok

Ryland: how do you know?

Shane: because I'm never going to let you go no matter what she says. We'll find a way through it and whenever I'm with you, everything's ok

Ryland: awwww, ok. But I need to see you. My mom won't let me take a step out of the house though..

Shane: is Morgan accepting of us?

Ryland: yeah she's like our #1 shipper, why?

Shane: say your taking uno on a walk and Morgan can 'make sure of it' then you can come over to my place and hang out

Ryland: idk.. It might work, Morgan would spend her entire life walking that dog, so I just need my mom to believe me, and get Morgan on board..

Shane: worth a shot?

Ryland: I mean, I get to see you so of course I'm going to try

Shane: ok, tell me how it goes

Ryland: ok, love you Shane

Shane: love you more ry

A/n: ahh so much is going to happen in the next few chapters im so excited!!! Also omg thank you guys so much for all the love and support! We're at like 850 reads and over 100 votes!! I can't than you enough!! --Kay<33