secret // shyland

0.2.5

"Hey mo.." I say knocking on Morgan's open room door. "Oh, hi" "Can I ask you a favor?" I shut the door as Morgan sits up in her bed. "Yeah, anything" "Okay so-" I'm quickly cut off by Morgan raising her hand by her chest "Wait. Is it about meeting up with shane?" "...yes" I whisper looking down knowing she won't want to do it. "Ok I'm in" "YOU ARE???" I ask enthusiastic. "Well I mean of course I am. 1. Shane's mom is a great cook I can smell Shane's cookies from outside you room 2. You guys are like my otp 3. I hate being under the same roof as that homophobic monster down there" "Ohmygod!! Thank you!!!" I saw cheerfully. This might actually work, an dill be able to see Shane again, hug him again, kiss him again. I smile like an idiot at the thought of it. "So yeah, talk to Shane, I'm down with whatever as long as I get one of Shane's moms cookies" We both laugh "yea they're really good I've had one" "LUCKY" Morgan says historically laughing. We can even 'take uno on a walk' But since Shane's mom is like the buggest dog lover and greatest person on earth, she'll play with uno while Morgan would prob just watch TV and eat cookies if I'm honest. I jump off the bed repeating thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Over and over until I leave her room. I jump onto my bed and immediately test Shane. He replies right away and the plan is on. It'll happen tomorrow, as my mom is still pretty heated at the moment.

S h a n e

I get to hold my world again. My babty boy. My everything. I'm kinda glad the window is covered because I'm smiling and squeeling like an idiot. He means everything to me. I told my mom about it and she's making her cookies right now. I literally laughed so hard when Ryland told me about Morgan's cookie obsession. Her and my mom will get a line just fine😂😂. Me and Ryland stopped texting while I told my mom everything. I was watching YouTube when I came across the video of us at pride. It made me so happy and sad at the same time. Happy because it was the happiest moment of my life, sad because it hurt me and Ryland so much when his mom found out. I started to tear up at both reasons. I loved seeing him so happy and blushy, and it hurt me twice as hard whenever he sheds a tear. The memory of Ryland balling his eyes out made a few tears fall.

Shane: hey, I love you

I texted him because replying that awful memory made me realize how much I need him to know how much I fucking love him.

Ryland: I love you more Shane

And so, I sat there. Hugging my pillow to my face thinking of everything that could happen tomorrow. Just before I drifted to sleep I saw my phone light up with a final message.

Ryland: tomorrow's gona be great. I have hope. I love you so much bb❤

A/n: quick little chapter out there because I'M IN #9 OF SHYLAND!!!! Thank you guys so much!! I'm almost at 1,000 reads and I can't express how happy I am!! Thank you for the continuess love and support for all of my books. It makes me so happy seeing a new comment, or new vote notification❤ also, happy late birthday Shane!!!! Wow 30, talk about king of YouTube? Hole you had an amazing birthday💕💕~kay<33