I Love You Still || BTS~V x Reader

Part 1: My name

" Why don't u confess already?"

Seulgi, my friend sat beside me kept talking and looking outside the class through the window with me. A man that I can't keep my eyes of, Kim Taehyung, his dark brown hair with western look was walking pass my class.

" Do u think just staring at him then he becomes yours?

That noisy girl kept asking.

" What I'm suppose to do anyway?"

I replied with all my attention on Tae Tae.

" Just confess"
" Nope! I have pride u know?"
" What era is this?"

My friend rolled her eyes with her annoying face.
I stopped talking with her and grabbed my book beside me to read avoiding her questions. My name is (Y/N). I am soon to be a college student, I am senior high school this year, but never experience high school date even once . Taehyung was my ultimate crush since I first attend high school ,in fact,he didn't  even know my name or my existence.

Lunch time
I and Seungi were walking to canteen looking for lunch. I was nerdy walking, Seulgi poked my shoulder made me look back to her in curious.

" Why?"
My eyes froze as I saw Tae and his friends were sitting at table beside us. I started to blush, my heart began to beat against my breath. I grabbed Seulgi's hand to walk away from this place, but Seulgi surprisely pushed me from behind toward Taehyung's table. I couldn't control my stand and fell under his table almost kiss his feet. The moment stopped ...I forced eyes shut. Why why that Seulgi girl did this to me, what am I supposed to do? I was crying in my heart.

" when u are going to get up?"

I came back to reality after hearing a deep low voice who I clearly knew. It's Taehyung's. I rashed to get up without notice, my head bumped to table.

" Ouch "
"Hahahah" a sound of laughing around me made me realize that all eyes are on me. What?
I stayed still, my knee was weak unable to move. Seulgi ran to pull me out
" y/n are ok?"

I couldn't even open my mouth, I turned to Taehyung and his friends, and bowed for apology.

" I'm sorry for inconvenience"

Without waiting for forgiveness, I ran away from the situation.

"(Y/N)!!!!"

Seulgi kept calling me from behind.

Author's POV

"Maybe she want to much attention"

Said Park Jimin with a smirk.

" Yah"

Boys looked at Seulgi who yielded at them.

"Who are you dare to say my friend want attention"
" Didn't her?"
" Yah Park Jimin you bastard"

Jimin tittered

" You know me and ask me who are you? Or your intention to push your friends"

Seulgi jumped into shock that Jimin know. She clenched her fist and walked away in embarrassment.

" That's weird"

Taehyng mumbled

" Who?"

Namjoon asked

" Both"

In bathroom

I sat still like one hour already. I don't know how to face reality.

" Knock knock"

A sound of knocking door wade me up from thinking.

" Y/N I know you're here! Come out"

That's Seulgi

" You dare to call my name"
" Ok sorry, just come out ok?"

I opened the door with a poker face, while Seulgi grind widely at me.

We were walking in the hall way to our class and talking about Tae.

" Still angry?"

Seulgi finally broke the silence

" Why not?"
" Forgive me ok?"

She pouted begging for forgiveness, I glare at her.

"No"
" Why? I just want him to notice u"
" In that way?  Thanks but no need "
" At least you got close to him didn't u? u should thank to me"
" Thank Miss, I got close to his feet, that something should be proud"

Seulgi looked down and start walking silently with her guilt made me smile a little for her action. Actually,I was not angry her that much, just teasing her for fun.

" It's ok, I'll forgive u"
"For real?"

I nodded and smile to her. Seulgi hit my shoulder lightly

"I know you are not that type of a person who holding grudge or something"

Seulgi continued talking

" Think positively, at least he knew your name now"
" You think he knew?"
"Of course,I tried to call tout your name, who didn't heard? I have powerful voice"

She winked at me

"Whatever"

I blushed and ignored Seulgi, kept thinking back to that moment again? Did he really know my name? Finally yay..😬

Taehyung' Pov

I was focusing on playing saxophone in music room to keep my mind from thinking about her. This was unfair, why she did this to me. I couldn't finish a song, and put my saxophone down. I couldn't concentrate.

"Tae"

A sound of girl called my name which I know who it belonged, Only my best friends and her called me Tae ( Army is his best friend).

" If you come here to invite your wedding, just go"
" Sorry, I have a hard time too"

Her voice was weak really made worry about her, but I couldn't do anything . I didn't turn to her, I couldn't even face to her right now. Min Hyeri, a girl who I gave my all loving her was Min Yoongi's older sister. Yes, she was 3 years older than me, but our relationship developed from Noona-Dongsaeng to a lover. It's been 2 years that we've dated. I used to be a playboy, but I stopped when I started seeing her. I was willing to change myself for her; can't believe she just go like this. It's not her fault anyway. She's right that she had to choose her family over me. It's my fault that I loved her too much. Maybe from now on, I should learn this lesson. I sweared I can't give my heart to anyone else anymore, never, because this was my consequence from doing so.

"Can't you please look at me one last time"

She begged for me to look at her. I turned my head facing her. Seeing her watering eyes tried to hold those tear made heart clinched. Hyeri ran and hugged me tight.

" Tae I love you please forgive me"

I wrapped my arm around her back.

" I'll forgive u, but I won't let you"
"Tae"

Her voice was shaking, I know she was crying.

" Be happy Hyeri ha, If that guy break your heart, come to me because I never let you go"

She was silently crying in my hug. For a while, I heard she wishper

" Will you go?"
" No"
"That's great, I hate seeing you hurt "

I knew boys will go to her wedding since she was our best friend's sister, but I couldn't. I couldn't watch a girl who use to be mine become someone else's. I tightened my arm around her wishing time to stop here...
I love her!!!!