Jc's POV
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I walk to the lady in the front desk and tell her if a Layla Jackson was checked in.
She nodded and told me the room number.
I walk in and see Brent cuddled on Zach's neck sleeping.
My jaw instantly tightens at the sight.
I should be the one comforting him not Zach!
I smile at Zach and he smirks.
That fucking prick.
I glare at him and he just glares back.
'Wow I didn't know my boy would have guys falling at his feet let me correct that VERY attractive guys.'
Layla says weakly and I hear her start to cough.
'This damn cough'
I stare at her in disbelief she's fucking tough to talk like nothing happened to her.
'Well are you just gonna stand there and stare or are you going to hug me'
I give Zach another glare and go over to Layla and give her a big hug even though she's on a hospital bed.
'Wow easy there my boobs feel like death guess I have to watch the road more.'
I give her a small smile and bring a chair over to sit in.
'In my defense though Falling in Reverse was playing and you know how I get.'
I laugh yeah I know I practically live at her house.
Well I used too....
Lays and I just talk about bands mostly until my mom comes in.
She wanted to get Layla some clothes so she went and used layla's spare key while I went to the hospital.
'Hey NoNo'
Layla said smiling and my mom went over to her and hugged her.
'NoNo were you crying?'
My mom shakes her head no and Layla gives her a stern look.
'Bullshit! NoNo I'm fine see'
Layla smiles and my mom sighs.
'Yeah I know but I don't know what I would've done if you were to die.'
'Well you sure as hell wouldn't be crying I'd bring my ghost body to your house and slap you!'
My mom laughed and they just started their own conversation.
You see my mom and Layla have been friends since kindergarten and decided to stay best friends after everything.
I want me and Brent to be like that die old knowing we were still best friends after everything.
I smile a sad smile I still don't know what I did wrong.
I know I did something and I don't like Brent being buddy buddy with Zach.
I turn to Zack and see him start to kiss Brent's neck.
I put my hands in fists and try to control my breathing.
Layla and my mom are still talking so they don't see anything.
I sigh might as well leave it Brent might push him off when he wakes up.
I then head Brent moan and that does it.
I get up off my chair and walk up to them.
Zach can't do do that!
He's mine!
I freeze.
Mine? No.
Zach just keeps sucking on Brent's neck and that's when Brent wakes up.
Okay think what are you going to say think think think.
Brent smiles at Zach and then he sees me.
'What do you want Jc.'
I see Brent look at the floor and starts to count his fingers.
He's sad I know it.
'Uhm BB can I talk to you in private.'
Zach tightens his grip and Brent looks up to me and fakes a smile.
'Sure.'
We walk to the hall and see that no one is around so I stop.
' Why are you sad?'
I see Brent turn around and see he has tears in his eyes.
'Its nothing promise now can I go?'
I shake my head and trap him by putting my arms on either side of his head.
'Now tell me.'
'Jc please just leave it at that.'
'come on tell me please.'
'Well i-it's I-I kinda like this p-person he-'
I cut him off and slam my fist on the wall.
'No you can't! No!'
I don't know what came over me all I thought was he can't like anyone.
All I thought was that he was mine.
Next thing I knew I was kissing him.
At first he didn't kiss back but then he started to kiss me back and I moaned.
I felt sick with myself here I am kissing MY BEST FRIEND AND I LIKED IT.
It's like I didn't have control of my body I couldn't pull back.
I licked his bottom lip and he let me in, our tongues moving together.
I pressed harder against him feeling his hard on.
I grabbed his hands and pinned them against the wall with my hands.
I bit his lip a little and started to rub his hard on smirking into the kiss.
I heard him moan and that's when he tried to grind against me..
That made a part in my body stiff..
That's when I pushed him hard back.
'No! I'm not a fucking fag!'
I felt disgusted with myself I'm here with a hard on for a guy!
I stormed out of the hospital not looking back.
Why would I fucking do that!
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Well yeah that's that.
-Hides behind fridge-
Well yep yeah I definitely wrote that well at least it wasn't porn eh well kinda.
Sorry for not writing till now Warped Tour was yesterday and ugh.
OMFG IT WAS AMAZING I GOT A PICTURE WITH DEEFIZZY Aye
ugh yes I had to run after him but yeah
and I was like LITERALLY AN INCH AWAY FROM CROWN THE EMPIRE
so yeah I was hype you don't even know how it felt to just go up to them and hug them
I died and came back to life just to write this chapter... :)
~~~Yariana~~~
