Brent's POV
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How could I have been so stupid?
Why would I even think that he actually liked me?
I sigh and lay my head back on the wall.
I didn't even bother to move from the same spot Jc left me at.
I close my eyes and feel more tears start to fall.
Him pushing me away wasn't even the worst part.
He basically called me a faggot.
That hurt from him I don't even know why he kissed me either.
I wish I could just go up to him and ask why he did it but I know I can't.
He looked furious after he pulled away I don't think I ever saw him like that before that's another reason I'm scared to talk to him.
I start to think about the whole situation and don't even notice that someone put their arm around me.
'Babe?'
I turn around slightly to see Zach looking at me intently.
'Yeah?'
' I gotta go I have uhm family business to get to I just came to say bye'
'oh okay bye drive safe'
He nods and leans in to give me a rough kiss on the lips.
My face scrunched up and I pulled away.
I am not in the mood right now.
I see Zach as he gets up and walks away.
There is something in the pit of my stomach telling me that he was lying but just decide to ignore it.
A few minutes later I decide to get up because I was feeling to tired and I am definitely not sleeping on the floor.
Who knows what kind of creeps are lurking around in this hospital.
I make it into my mom's temporary hospital room and see Nora and my mom look at me.
'Uhm is there anyway I could stay home alone?'
I hear my mom's voice laugh and I know that's a no.
'Oh you crack me up there is no way I'd let you without Jc at least I knew that you were in good hands with him.'
I try and not remember what happened when I last saw Jc but it doesn't work.
I sigh and a certain thought pops into my head.
'Then who am I staying with?'
I'm mentally begging mom not to say what I think she is going to say.
'With Nora of course!'
My mom stares at me with the 'its obvious' look.
Of course I'd have to face him sooner or later but later would've been better.
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I was currently on my way to my house to go and pack my stuff.
My mom was going to be let out on Friday.
That means I am basically stuck with Jc for a whole week and I am definitely not looking forward to this.
Nora passes me the spare key and I say a simple thank you while getting out of the car.
Once I open my door I head straight towards my room seeing my usual mint colored door.
I gather my things in a pile of sorts while I look around my room for a bag.
I finally spot my batman book bag on my desk table and smile.
Perfect.
I yank it off the table and see that I dropped one of my CDs on the floor.
I crouch down to pick it up and examine it.
I can't help but feel tears come down my eyes.
It was the CD Jc made for me with all of my favorite band songs when I was 15.
I remember when I told him that he could give me anything he wanted that I'd be grateful.
When I saw the CD I laughed knowing that, that was the reason he was telling me to name some songs I liked.
The CD was something I listened to when I was sad for every song Jc would talk in the beginning which always cheered me up.
He would say things like 'this song is sad but you better not be sad or I'll have to go over there and force you to smile for me'
Sometimes you can hear him start to sing some of the lyrics just before the sound started.
I miss those days the days when it wasn't so complicated as it is now.
I wipe my tears on my sleeve and examined the front cover and I slightly smiled.
Right on the front in big letters read 'Songs for Boo! From:Pika :)'
My smile turned bigger at our old nicknames the thing is I always loved to say boo when playing 'Peek a Boo' while Jc loved saying Pika.
We ended up calling each other that until we turned 16 I don't know why but I guess it just kinda ended.
I sigh and put the CD in my bag and zipper the bag up.
I lock the front door again and jog to Nora's car.
'Are you okay you were in their for a while.'
I look at Nora to see worry in her eyes.
'Im fine just had to clean some dishes that were left'
I smile and it seems as though Nora fell for my lie.
She smiled and then faces the road turning the key to start up the car.
This is going to be interesting.....
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it's 3:00am and I'm updating lol
I'm going on a kind of vacation thing today later on until Friday so I decided to update now.
I will try and update every Saturday or so because between camp and my parents wanting me to go out more I barely have Saturday free but it's the only day I barely do anything....
well yeah I know it's short and might suck but I just wanted to add Brent's POV because I think I'm mainly always on Jc's POV so that's what I tried to do....
Vote it makes me motivated to keep updating :)
I try and answer comments as much as I can for questions and stuff so go ahead and ask away :)
Thank you to whoever reads this book I love knowing people actually like it :)
Well yeah I'm gonna go sleep now... :)
~~~Yariana~~~
