Brent's POV
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I wake up with a pounding headache.
I feel around and feel someones face.
I tense fuck fuck fuck what happened!
I look under the blanket to see I was only in boxers.
What did I do yesterday?!
All of sudden I hear grown from beside me and turn around to see Zach shirtless.
Okay so my ass isn't hurting.
I start to laugh at the thought of me topping pssh yeah right.
I laugh some more and I see Zach wrap his arms around me.
'Hey babe are you okay after yesterday?'
Oh fuck what did I do?
Did I seriously have sex not that I'm complaining he's fucking hot but he's a player I know that.
The first weeks that he was here he ended up dating 9 girls in just 2 weeks!
'Hey are you still sad?'
I looked at him confused.
'What happened last night?'
He sits up and looks at me.
'You don't remember?'
I try and think but shake my head did Alexa really throw herself at me?
That fucking bitch nice try ha!
'What tell me pleasee.'
He pouts god damn this boy...
'It's just all i remember is Alexa trying to fuck me and then bumping into you.'
'Oh fuck then you don't remember Alexa you know what nevemind...'
I see him scratch his head and take the covers.
'Well good night then sweet dreams!'
I stare at him in disbelief.
Huh this bitch think he can hide things from me pssh.
Confedential not anymore!
I shake him and he just starts to make fake snores.
'Come on tell me please...'
He turns around and I hear him sigh.
'I think it'd be better if Jc explained but if you need a friend im here for ya...'
He smiles softly and gives me an awkward hug.
'Wha- you know yeah I guess i might go see him...'
I got up and found my phone on the floor near my pants and decide to call my mom.
A few rings later she picks up, thank god.
'Brent where are you? your boyfriend is over here whining over some shit that i don't even know...'
Is she talking about Jc?
'Mom you mean Jc?'
'Yeah who else oh my god did you screw someone at the party?!'
I rub my temples yep this is my mom for you...
'*sigh* no mom well i don't know for sure...'
'Does your ass hurt?'
'No...but i don't see wha-'
'Yeah your still a virgin...'
'Mom I mightv'e topped!'
I yell in protest and that's when I hear her laugh for about 5 minutes straight.
'Yeah right!'
I sigh and give up because even I know if I had the chance to top I'd still end up the bottom somehow...
'Mom can you just pick me up please?'
She stops laughing and I hear her yell at Jc from the other line.
'Im gonna send your boyfriend seems like you two need to talk.'
'Mom he's not my boyfriend... but okay.'
.................................One short ass car ride to the park..................................................
Jc decided to go to the park and that's exactly what we did.
I'm now sitting on a bench eating ice cream next to Jc.
'Brent Im sorry...'
I looked at him confused.
'Yeah I'm sorry I left you but then some time during the party Alexa came and fuck she wanted to have sex with me and I just couldn't say no you know what I mean?'
'Like she was my first crush and I've been waiting for years for that moment! Also sorry that you had to see that though.'
I felt a pang in my chest.
Did I feel jealous? Yes.
Did I want to punch Alexa? Yes.
Did I want to cry? Yes.
Do I like him? Yes.
I can feel tears coming to my eyes from all of this and see Jc look at me worriedly.
'Uhm yeah it's okay I'm fine...'
He smiles and I just blink back the tears.
I just lied to him I never lie to him...
'Oh dude you don't even know the best part we're dating!'
Woop there it is.
I just need to leave and soon.
'T-that's amazing! So happy for you, you know I got to go so let me just go and yeah.'
I see him look confused but I don't turn back after that and start to run to Zach's house which isn't so far.
By the time I'm there it's raining but to be honest right now I don't give a fuck.
I sat on the steps thinking about everything.
Why couldn't I just have a crush on someone else?
Why my straight best friend?
Why can't I pick who I like?
I just continue to cry not even noticing when the door opened.
I hear a sigh and next thing I know Zach is hugging me.
I just cuddle into his neck and cry.
Why do I have to be so stupid and crush on people I can't have?
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It's 4:00 am and I still haven't slept....
I don't know I just cant fall asleep or I just dontbwant to but I try but I can't.
I then end up waking up super late it's weird.
Enough about my sleeping problems though...
But yeah another chapter yay!
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