ZARA

Troublemaker

Wednesday, March 20
Right now I'm on my way to school, Maddie's got a dentist appointment so I'm going to be on my own for a few hours but I'm so used to it at this point, I don't think it matters. Things have been different since my Mom and Dad got a divorce, obviously, but I didn't want everything to change so fast. I feel like I'm holding on to these memories for no reason.

I think what I need is closure from everything...

I'll see you guys when Madison's back.

2 hours later

Looks whose come to join us!
"Hey!"
So how was your dentist appointment, Maddie?
"It was gross but moving on, when are you going to join the art club?"
What do you mean?
"Come on, you know what I mean, you're really good"
I'm not good Madison,
"At least try, Zara"
I don't know- aaaahhhh!
"Haha, you must have see the look on your face!"
"Zara, are you okay"
"She's gonna be fine, I only tripped her up, haha"
Listen you jerk face, I don't know who you are but you can't just do that to someone!
"Hey, it was a harmless prank and what's with the camera.OH! You must be the "freak" my cousin was talking about"
No one calls me a freak but Sam-, You're Samantha's-
"Cousin, that's right, do you have a problem with that FREAK"
No, no, no problem, Samantha.
"Oh look, the freak has nothing to say. What happened, CAT BIT YOUR TONGUE!"
"No cuz- I think the cat bit her foot!"
"Whatever, Zack, we need to get going or who knows, we might turn in to freaks as well"
"Did nobody get my joke! Come on Franky, you must have. whatever! See you around, whatever your name is"

"Okay, that boy better learn some manners or I'll-"
You'll what Maddie, he's a Willow, we can't do anything.
"You really did not just say that, Zara"
Well, I did Madison, there's no point in fighting anymore, I'm so sick & tired of fighting. We've lost, there's nothing we can do,
"Zara, this isn't you talking. What happened to the girl who always fought back, the girl who made Samantha Willows shut up in front of the entire class"
That girl doesn't exist anymore...I'm going home, I've got a headache. See you later.
"Bye... I guess"

"I feel really bad about the way I spoke to Madison, I'll probably end up texting her to say sorry. I'm on the way home because I just couldn't bare to be in school right now with Samantha gloating in my face also because I feel like absolute crap-

"Hold up!"

What do you want?
"Where are you going?"
Home, why do you need to know?
"Just, you know so I could annoy you"

Leave me alone jerk face!

"The name's Zack by the way!"

Now, that I've gotten away from jerk Face I'll probably go home and lie in bed probably crying because that's become my daily routine.
I hope nobody is home. I'd love to explain to Mom why I went home because of a headache.
A few more houses and I'm home

1,
2,
3,
4,
And finally, literally think I'm going to pass out but I made it!

"What are you doing home?"
Oh gosh, Theo, you scared me!
"Never mind that, why are you home?"
I don't feel well. Why are you home?
"School was closed. Something to do with gas pipes but forget about me. Why didn't you ask Mom to pick you up?"
I didn't want to disturb her, Is she home?
"No she's not home but if she finds out that you weren't feeling well and you walked all the way home because you didn't want to disturb Mom, she'd send you back to school"
Theo, can you just drop it! I'm tired, I feel like my heads going to burst and you won't stop interrogating me!
"Sorry, I'm just worried about you. You would tell me if something was wrong,"
Yes Theo, of course I would!
"Okay, then go to bed I'll tell Mom I picked you up from school"
Thanks, Theo.

I'm in my room now, Soo tired. I'll end the vlog here for now-
Hang on I just got a text. It's from Madison, She said sorry, I'll just text back, I'm sorry too.
Where was I, Oh yeah, I'll end the vlog now or else you guys are going to witness my head bursting.