ZARA

Thank you..

Thursday, April 25
It's been a few days, I decided to take a break from vlogging. School gave me a few days off ever since that panic attack. Madison reached out to me so many times and I didn't answer once because I need to keep a distance from her. I know it's sad but I'm going to have to do something...I can't let Samantha control me every day. I'll See you guys at school......

I'm in school now, obviously, everyone stared at me as I walked in. Oh look it's the girl who had a panic attack. I'm just taking each day as it goes, you know. School is ending on the 23rd of May so that's a relief. I don't how much more of this I can take-

"Zara!!"
Hi...Madison.
"Are you okay! I left so many messages, but you didn't reply but that's okay you were probably tired. I even went to your house and your Mom said that you were sleeping-"
Madison, can you just leave me alone, I'm not in the mood for all of this.
"Sure, I'll um, go. See you in the next lesson"
Ugh! I can't believe I'm doing this. Why do I keep listening to Samantha.I'll vlog later, home ec is about to start.

Well, that was a suckish lesson, I had to partner up with Ben, sorry, BENJAMIN... Because Samantha told me to. I'm getting sick of it but it's not like I can do anything to stop it. Oh, there's Zack, I should thank him. After all, he did take the blame.

Heyy, Zack!
Oh...it's you, what do you want?
I wanted to say, Thank you. You didn't need to take the blame and I'm sorry if you got into trouble. But please, don't protect me again-
"Haha! Protect you! I didn't do it to protect you. I don't even care about you. The reality is that I only took the blame because it was so pathetic to see you wrapped up around Samantha's finger. I mean you're so pathetic that you even believed her about the grade thing. Zara, NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU! Take your gratitude to someone that needs it."
I'm sorry if that's what you think, but you just proved the point that all Willows are the same. Just for a second, I believed you were different. Turns out I was wrong...
"Yeah, you were wrong, but you were right about one thing. All the Willows are the same. Now stay away from me!
"Zack, we need to go. Who are you talking to?"
"Just a weirdo with a camera, Max, Let's go!"

I feel faint again,
Okay, breath, breath, breath!
I sound like a mumbling idiot. I might as well hide in the toilets all day.
Why am I crying... He was a jerkface from the start, I should've never believed him. For one second I thought Wow Zack's really nice, different from everyone else. I kept trusting him because he was constantly showing me a billion reasons to why he was NOT like other Willows. I was wrong time and time again.

Zack is right.

No one cares for Zara Evans, Not even herself...