It Ain't Just Fame || BTS #BangtanAwards2018 #Wattys2018

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"Hyung! Kookie is bullying me again!"Taehyung yells and not a sec later jumps on me wrapping his arms around my neck hugging me tightly.

I think we're gonna fall along with the couch.

"Yah! Taehyung-ah stop choking me! will you?" I yell.

"Aniyo hyung I won't let go! That little brat over there has the audacity to bully me!" he says in a muffled voice burying his face in my shoulders.

Innocent as ever.....he is just a toddler reciding inside a teen's body.Sometimes he makes me wonder who's the elder.

Him or Jungkook?

I'm snapped out of my 5 mins long thoughts when I feel his grip tightening on me.

"Yah Taehyung-ah you really.. are choking me."

No answer

"Tae? TaeTae? V Ssi?"

I try to pull him away from me only to stop halfway through to hear soft snores.

Aish this cute Pabo! Always makes me speechless...

I gently lift his head and place it on the couch not befre keeping a pillow.Sometimes I wonder how can I even live without these dorks.

I am very happy that our first debut stage went well.Though we all were Hella nervous, we made it.Ofcourse we had faith in us. But the thing I'm most worried about is..the hate comments.By now I could understand how all of this works. If we wanna achieve something we have to go through a lot. That's what bigbang sunbaenims also went through.I wonder if we can't even bear with the hate comments,how am I gonna make it big? So I have decided to hope for the best instead of crying over something small.I ain't gonna give up anytime soon.Let me correct it! We Ain't gonna give up any time soon!

But then... I'm worried about the other members.I exactly know what kinda impact the comments will have on them. Kookie,TaeTae,Yoongi,Hobi,Chim...They would feel broken eventhough they won't show it out.

And then Namjoon......

I know he is trying hard..very hard.Being a leader he is trying to control his emotions and keep them aside. He is trying the hardest to cheer us up.It breaks me seeing him like that.

It breaks me seeing him crying silently in the studio late at night.It breaks me seeing him mumble "You can't give up RM" a thousand times to himself. He goes through a lot of stress but doesn't show it out at all.

I feel so proud of him.He is the best caption anyone can ever have.Now I see what Kookie must have seen in him back then to choose bighit and to choose us.My respect for this man and my love for my friend has increased to such an extent that no human soul can ever break it.

I sigh as I get up and go to the studio room to practice a bit more. I'm not getting my steps easily and Hobi has worked so hard for getting me to dance with sync.I feel bad for him and I feel Hella guilty. So I have decided to work my butt off until I satisfy everyone.I won't ever give up. Neither will I let them give up.

That was for sure decided.

"Aaaaaaaaah!!! A cockroach! Hyungie! Save me plzzz!! " I could hear hoseok's 60 decibel scream that could bleed your ears.

"Aish Child! Don't scream so loudly!" I scold him.What is happening in this household.

"Ah! Thank God hyung, you finally came! MAKE THIS MAD MAN SHUT UP! My ears are bleeding! Hyung would you mind kicking his ass for me!?" Yoongi shouts frustratedly.

"Language Yoongi!" I glare at him to which he huffs and mumbles an 'as if I Care' but shuts right away seeing my expression.

"Yah! Why won't you do that yourself though?" I ask Yoongi.

"Oh.. because that would take a lot of effort..you see I have to get up and go to him and then-"

"Shut up before I slap you" I sneer at him to which he gulps and turns the other side and pretends continuing his nap.

"Eomma save me! There's a cockroach over there!" Hoseok screams.

I go near the spot he mentioned and see a teeny tiny cockroach there.I lift my shoe to crush it when suddenly a thought strikes me. Halting my shoe halfway through the brutal kill, I avert my gaze to the members in the studio.

Hobi and Yoongi alone....phew!

" Yah! Watch out if Tae is coming here" I ask them to which they inch their heads towards the door and nod their heads into a 'no'.

If the child sees me killing it..he would cry his eyes out for a whole week.Already everyone is emotional because of our debut stage performance and I don't wanna everyone to worry much.Also I need to have a nice talk with Kookie first. He is being too immature and cocky these days.Probably the kid is going through his puberty.

I smash the insect with my shoe and toss it aside gaining an 'Ewww' from Yoongi and Hoseok.

"Yah! I am going to see Namjoon and come regarding tomorrow's Mnet Countdown and meanwhile behave you two! Araso? (Understand?)"

They nod at me.

I hope everything gets better as days pass by. I have faith in us. Now moving on to our Countdown show which is tomorrow, we've got to give our best. I believe this is just the beginning for us. There's a long way to go.

A/N:

Heyy there Armys! 

I'm sorry for the late update.. It's just that I've been very busy this week with school and stuff. I would try to update on time hereafter. 

Are you guys getting over well after our Oppas haircolor change? Honestly I got killed by their new haircolor. Which one is your fav haircolor ?

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Author:Clarissa_girl