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Jimin

He's been passed out since an hour hyung.."

"Don't worry Tae.. The doctor said that he will wake up soon.." I could hear faint whispers as I squirm my eyes trying to pry them open.

"B-But he--he's been exhausting himself hyung.." I could hear Tae sniffing.

And then I freeze...

Everything comes rushing back to my mind... The little amount of peace I felt,short lived atlast..

Why did I even wake up?

Then I slowly open my eyes only to shut them several times due to the bright light from above directed towards my face.

I squint my eyes adjusting them to the surroundings Only to be met with a horrifying scenario infront of me..

Crouched at the corner of the entrance door is kookie, sobbing his little delicate heart out in the arms of Jin Hyung, who's cradling the maknae's head on his lap and rubbing his back constantly whispering in his ears now and then. My heart nearly stops at the sight.

I'm the reason for his heartbreak...

I chuckle bitterly..as a few tears escape my eyes.

I shift my gaze further to my right to see Taehyung sitting on a stool in an uncomfortable way with his fingers intertwined with mine in a tight grip.

At first he doesn't notice me because he seems too busy sniffing to Namjoon hyung who was constantly assuring him all along.

"T-tae... " my voice comes out hoarse..almost cracking due to the sore throat I have.

Instantly he whips his head towards my direction..his eyes widening in the process, soon after which I'm engulfed in a bone crushing hug.

"Ohh My God! Jimin-ah... You're alive! a-and t-talking..he stutters while sobbing on my neck.

I gently pat his back while returning his hug. Meanwhile I glance around the room too see Namjoon hyung smiling at me faintly to which I reciprocate and Hobi hyung entering the room with a loud scream.

"Holy water! Jiminie you're awake! I'm so happy! " he jumps up and down while pinching my cheeks constantly.

"Ah! Hyung it hurts! " I whine rubbing my cheeks to which the trio beside me erupt into huge fits of laughter.

There is no sign of Yoongi hyung...

"Jiminie don't you dare do that to us ever again.. " Taehyung says in a deadly calm way..his voice an octave lower than usual. I've never encountered this side of him...

"I-I j-just..thought that-" I start explaining when suddenly a voice cuts me in between.

"Coward... "

My blood runs cold.. I avert my gaze to the certain someone who is standing with his bloodshot red eyes, puffed cheeks and trembling lips.

The sight breaks my heart. Everyone else goes speechless for a minute...

I bite my lip hard to control the tears that threaten to escape my eyes.

"J-jungk-kook.. I-I'm sorry.. " I choke at my tears hanging my head in shame infront of the maknae.

"Kookie! What are you saying!? He's ur hyung! " Namjoon raises his voice, making everyone flinch.

I just stare at him blankly.. No words come out of me..

I could see Kookie's knuckles whitening through his clenched fists.

"I Did Not Say Anything Wrong.. " he boldly replies while gritting his teeth.