Dearest Jungkookie Oppa,
Happiest Birthday to You!!!
As the girl who lost her heart totally to you, I think I should explain to you about how I first saw you...
I won't say this as love at first sight because, I knew you only as the swing guy in the Blood, sweat and tears music video and the whistle guy is the DNA music video...
You stood out from the other 6 members in a way I can't say and honestly speaking, you were the 1st member who I can distinguish in any picture...
The 3rd time I saw you, you were performing the song "Fire" in live!!! Your dancing and stability in voice captivated me and I was not able to resist falling even deeper for you, the Nameless but Handsome Korean Guy...
It was later I confessed to my friend about me liking BTS and she slowly gave me an introduction about each one of the members...
And it was then I realized that the Nameless but Handsome Korean Guy I fell for is called Jeon Jungkook and is the Maknae of BTS...
I think after finding that you are the youngest of the boys, I automatically judged you to be that shy, innocent, silent boy of the group and never thought that you, the baby of BTS, will make me laugh till my belly hurts with your antics, pranks and bickering with the other members...
When everyone around me said that I simply fell for you being multitalented, I agree... but deep inside me I know that, that attracted me... but your character of empathizing with your hyungs , your hardwork , your dedication to whatever you do, your love for ARMY, your kind heart and your humbleness made me completely fall in love with you.
You, Jungkookie Oppa, are golden inside and outside...
Of course, for all this golden character and you being able to shine so much I have to thank not just your family but also the 6 amazing hyungs around you...
Each time I think about you... I really get a lot of emotions and feelings that I long to express and it starts pouring out even without my realization ... but honestly as soon as I started writing this , all the words got choked up that now I am staring blankly thinking what to write about you, my..... No... ARMY's Jungkookie...
You know oppa, that each time I say I love you perform, people say that you are always in the center of the performance and that you have most lines... but I never see that as an extremely positive thing ... Because ever since the 1st live I saw, I understood something that some people are blind to... Being in the centre and having more lines to sing is a lot of work which exhausts you a lot than the others but you still keep smiling at the crowd, at the camera, at us, the ARMY...
I call you an idol... Not because you stand up on stage and dance... but you are a like an icon for me in all what I do... You inspire me a lot oppa.....
When it's time to do those never ending projects, I remember you... the way you practice and still edit GCF to show us the places you visited... this gives me the energy to do some more extra work...
When it's time for me to go out and be a part of the workout as compulsion, I remember you again... not as Kookie but as the Muscle Pig as your hyungs call you... I know that you have to spend hours together in the gym even after your regular practice to gain those perfectly chiseled 6 packs that you so u so mercilessly flashed us with during the Fake Love promotion... this pushes me to repeat a routine of hard exercise without collapsing down...
When it's time to learn and when I feel tired, I remember you... the way you work so hard and observe each move to perfect yourself even if that is going to increase your practice hours into late night. You still do practice till you perfect a particular note or a specific part in the choreography...this pushes me to continue learning for an extra hour.
When it's one of the times my grades go down, I remember you... the way you proved that the digits I get on a paper called marks, doesn't matter to succeed in life ... this pushes me to embrace my failure and step up towards the path I have dreamt of...
When it's a time I see the people around me sad, I remember you...the way you make your hyungs laugh when they are at they are undergoing a bad time even though you are going through something also...this makes me empathize with them at the same time make them laugh...
When it's one of those really bad times I go through and feel homesick, I remember you... the way you left your parents and hometown and came to Seoul to practice and then left to America to train yourself to dance in the best way possible at an early age of 13... this pushes me to calm myself down thereby strengthening me even more...
When it's time for me to embrace the achievements I have achieved, I remember you... the way you stayed humble and calm even after all these worldwide fame and awards...this induces me to stay humble after the small achievements I achieved...
Dearest Kookie Oppa, I love you and admire you not just for your handsomeness, your cuteness, your vocals, your amazing dancing skills and other things you are perfect in... but I love you even more for those imperfections like that small scar on your cheeks, your shyness in interviews, your attempts to learn English which gives us small lines in broken English, your baggy pants, your white tshirts, your looks even if you lose that double eyelid you want sometimes or even when your face is swollen.
And I promise to love you even when all those taut muscles loosen up to form a flab or even if every strand in your hair turns gray... for I fell not in love with your appearance but for your character and for the person you thaught me to be...
I know you hate when someone calls you Oppa... but sorry... I consider calling oppa not because I want you... The honorific automatically sticks along for you really did earn my respect in almost all ways possible...
You really did grow up... Thanks for existing in this world and more importantly thanks for inspiring not only me but thousand hundreds of people in this world....
Kamsamida Oppa...
Saranghaeyo...
Sengul Chukka Hamida Oppa!!!
With Loads of Love,
Abarna Prabhakran,💜
ARMY.
Hang on!! Love Yourself! Coz you are amazing 💜
Well... Yea... That's a letter I wrote and I really wish I published it on his birthday but my health had other ideas...
Hope you liked reading my heartfelt letter to Our Golden Maknae, Jungkookie Oppa... I'm OT7 ... But Kookie always somehow captivated me more...
Thanks for reading this book!
Author: AbarnaPrabhakaran
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