CONFUSION

Chapter 30

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POV: EMORY JOHNSON

Jack and me have been selling stuff non stop, people come and go. We had said we would need to do something fun to keep ourselves busy and not get bored but we didn't need to do that..
"Whats wrong?", Jack said. People had finally all left and we were both alone again.. Um nothing, why?, I said looking at him. "Because you look sad", he said looking at me. Really, I look sad?, I said. "Yeah, whats wrong Em", he said looking concerned. Um.. I don't even know what to tell him.. Im afraid that ima say something I'm not supposed to say.. "Em" "Em" "Emory", I hear him say. Oh I'm sorry I zoned out, I said half smiling. "Em whats wrong" he said. Um it's  nothing, I said looking down at the floor. "Em do you not trust me?" He said. No no its not that, I said. "Then what is it", he said getting closer. I'm just confused, I said looking at him. My eyes meet with his and I felt like all my thoughts were all gone. "What are you confused about?", he said looking confused. I didn't think it twice. I lean in and kiss him, he kisses me back. The kiss was so intense, all my emotions were in that kiss. We pull back and I realize what I had done. OMG IM SOO SORRYY, I said almost yelling. "Its okay its okay, don't worry", he said trying to get me to calm down. I.. I shouldn't have done that you have a gf and omg, I cant believe I kissed you, I said panicking. "Emory its okay, please calm down, eveything is fine okay", he said grabing me from my shoulders. No not everything is fine, I said before I was cut of by Jacks lips.. I felt sparks I have never felt, It felt right, It felt special. We break the kiss when we hear a car approach the house. They shoped and left and then it was us two alone again. But now its awkward. I wanted to break the silence when Jack looks over. "Was it just me or did you feel that too", he said. What?, I knew exacly what he was talking about but pretended to see if he would forget about it. "Don't tell me you felt nothing in that kiss", he said again. He got  closer, which made me anxious. Um ugh why is this so hard. "What's hard", he said. Oh shit I said that outloud f**.. Well saying what I really want to say, I said closing my eyes. "Just say it please, don't make me beg", he said. Okay I'm gonna be honest, I did feel something, something that I have never felt something good, yet forbidden, I said looking down at the floor. "Em I love you", he said raising my head up with his hand. What?!?, but.. but you have Isabella, I said. "I've always been in love with you, he said grabbing my hand. But still your with her, and.. "Your with Max, I know", he said letting go. NO, I mean no I'm not with Max right now. "Why what happend, did he do somthing bad to you, cuz if so I'm going to.." JACK, its fine nothing happend okay, I told Max I need time, because my thoughts aren't right and I'm not feeling the same way I used to. "Ohh, so this is what this is about?", he said. Um I don't know, but I do know that I do feel something thing for you, I blurted out. "I've always felt something for you since the time we spent time together to that 1st kiss we had, its something I have not felt with anyone before, I was sad the day you went back with Max, and decided to forget you, since I knew he made you happy and I had no chance with you", he said. Ohh I had no idea you felt that way about me, I'm sorry Jack I realised that I love you too late, now your with Isabella, and I can't do anything about it. "Yes you just did," he said leaning in and kissing me one more time. I wanted to stop him because I knew this wasn't right, but it felt so good. "Lets go somewere after this please", he said breaking the kiss. Um this is not right tho, I said giving him a sad look. "I'll break it off with Isabella, but please lets go somewere after this anything you want", he said giving me a face that I couldn't resist. Fine just because I can't say no to that face and you know that,  I said crossing my arms. "Haha, I knew that would work, what can I say", he said smirking. Ugh..

Time later..

"Thank you guys for helping with the garage sale, I really appreciate it", Katherine said to both. "It was nothing mom", Jack said hugging her. Yeah it was a pleasure, I said hugging her. "Well I hope to see ya soon okay don't forget I'm here", she said. We both said bye and left to the car. We got in and just sat there. "Soo where do you want to go?", he said looking at me. Um what about.. the rollerskate place?, I said smiling. "Okay sounds good, anything to make you happy", he said smiling back. We drove to the place which wasn't far from where we were. We got out of the car and headed inside, it was a very cool place. He payed and we got our skates, Have you ever skated before? I asked him. "Yes in the matter of fact", he said smiling. Wow impressive, I said.  "Do you?", he said smirking. Yeah, it's been long time, but what you learn you never forget so, I'm going to beat you, I said getting up and skating my way to the ring. "What.. haha nope ill beat you", he said comming after me. Nope you wont, I said skating faster. "Haha thats what you think", he said. I could hear him getting closer, I tried going faster but my legs were starting to cramp its been a while since you did this.. hes going to catch up to you..  I felt some arms rap around my waist, I look back and it was Jack duhh.. "Told ya, I would catch you", he said smiling. I grab his hands and we start spining, the place was almost empty so we could do what ever we wanted. We spined around until I felt dissy. "What did u get dissy?", Jack said wanting to laugh. Yes, lets just skate, I said and I grab his hand and we skate together...

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