angst : : TWO

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     BILL AND HARRY WALKED down the sidewalk in a very menacing manner. they were super angsty without even trying. bill blew the cigarette smoke from his lips.

"you keep smoking those things and you'll turn your lungs into mush." harry told him.

"yeah," he dragged. listening to the sound of his boots scuffing "yeah, you're right." he stuck the cigarette back in his mouth.

harry pulled out his box of cigarettes. flicking the cover to his "suck it up buttercup" lighter. his pupils lighting up as he did so. the metal clanging when he closed it. shoving it back into the pocket of his saint laurent leather.

bill looked at him. demented. "i don't get you, i really don't."

harry sniggered. "i need my nerves calmed just as much as you do. alana tells me i need to stop too."

saying alana's name made him remember a question that's been lingering in his mind for the longest time. "ok but man...how could you let your girlfriend be a stripper?"

"it's whatever. she's happy doing it. she makes her own money. i don't have a problem with it."

"couldn't be me," he flicked away the ashes to the cigarette that was almost gone. "man, i'd be pissed if i seen my girlfriend dancing for other men."

"you just gotta chill out and trust her man."

"i don't do well with trust, spider, you know that." bill gave this look. his eyes parting to look over at harry. his face looking as if he was a grumpy toddler.

"yeah, i do but," he took a puff of his cigarette and let it go. "if you're gonna make her your woman you need to. i know alana wouldn't do anything with those men. it's pointless to even go through the fight. but i mean, even if. they'd pay her and i wouldn't have a problem with it."

"that's disgusting."

"say what you want but that's just the way i feel."

"i can't let no other man be touching all over my woman and have her come back and let me do the same. it just don't feel right." he shrugged.

"i'm telling you. if you want to keep her then you ought to trust her. she'll never want to be with you if you don't. women hate that stuff."

"they might, but i don't care." he shrugged. shaking his head.

"you're the most stubborn fucker i know." harry shook his head. almost disappointed at his friend. he was acting like a little bitch. so what someone else touches her.

"yeah, yeah. i don't trust men."

bill had known that he would eventually be cheated on because he didn't really think someone would be satisfied with just him. maybe it was just because he was an asshole sometimes and he knew that.

he had problems. and he himself knew that he should not be in a relationship at the moment. but it was worth a shot at least. he actually liked her. because she wasn't scared of him. she didn't look him up and down to analyze his clothing. she wasn't intimidated when she walked up to him. and she wasn't at all scared when he tried to make her.

whenever he talked she smiled. the both were fascinated by each other. because they were so different. bill thought a way in which she had never heard from a man. and storm thought a way in which he had never heard from a woman. so intelligent, classy, fearless, independent, beautiful, unique. which was a combination he never gotten before. he wished to experience new things with her. because he knew that she would educate him on things. put him in a different realm. not necessarily changing him, but changing his thoughts and ignorance.

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