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~Jaya~

I am sitting in Kennedy's room rocking her to sleep when I see the lights of her car pull into the drive way. I thought when Lisa told that Ti wasn't focused that it was just a work thing. But the past few months she's pulled away from us big time like even more than before. Missing dinners, family events, coming home at all hours of the night. I know a new baby is hard and it's stressful with the group, but damn she can talk to us. I looked down and Kennedy was asleep with her pacifier hanging out of her mouth. I kissed her forehead gently before putting her in the crib. I slipped out the room just as Ti was coming up the stairs. Hey Baby! Oh Jaya you scared me. She gave me a quick peck before backing up and going in the room. I stood there for a minute because I thought I caught a hit of men's cologne. I know she isn't I said going in the room where she was conveniently already in the shower bathing. Quick kiss and already in the shower, I shook my head and looked at Li sleeping. After that whole kidnapping thing I keep a close eye on her, I know Andre is long gone but I don't trust that someone else would get an idea to try it again.

I don't wanna overact, that's the last thing I need to do, but if she creeping, I honestly don't know what I'd do. The past 2 years I've really mellowed out especially when it came to those two, but I am not dumb nor and I am blind she needs to come clean before I handle the situation for her. Mhmp I said watching her in the shower she was cleaning like she ain't bathed in days. All I could do is chuckle to myself cause she was making sure that I didn't find out what she'd been doing before she came home. 20 minutes later she got out the shower dressed and got back in the bed and started kissing on my neck. I missed you baby she said in my ear as she rubbed my side. Mm you missed me. Yeah baby I missed you so much she said turning me over to face her. I love you she said pecking my lips a few times. Hmm you love me really. I do she said looking me in the eyes.

Tionne be honest with me. Of course, baby. You aren't happy, anymore are you? Wh...what why are you saying this, of course I am happy I love you, Li, and Kennedy. I know you love us, but you aren't happy. I am happy where is this coming from Jaya. It's coming from where ever you were an hour ago. I was in the studio working. Working I said looking at her. Yeah baby we working on this album. Don't lie to me Tionne. I am not lying to you. The spark that I saw in her eyes when we first met and the day we got married wasn't there anymore, instead I was looking at someone I didn't know. You're right baby I was just tripping let's just go to bed I gotta a lot of stuff to do tomorrow. Baby if you got something to say, say it we don't hold things back. Are you cheating on us?

~Ti~

When she said that I wanted to die inside. She knew, She knew I'd been with him and I couldn't hide it no matter how well I cleaned or how I tried to make sure that all of my lies made sense. I can't believe I broke my marriage vows. I can't tell her because, this will break her heart but at the same time I can't deny that I do have feelings for him and they are strong feelings that I thought I wouldn't develop for anyone. She was looking at me waiting on my answer when Kennedy started to cry. I'll get her I said jumping up. Tionne just tell me! She's crying I said hurriedly getting out the bed to go and get her.

I walked in her room and she was standing up her crib with tears going down her little face. What's the matter with mommy's baby I said picking her up. She sniffled a little before laying her head on my shoulder. Aww you had a bad dream? I love you so much little girl you just don't understand how much I do. I carried her back into our room where Jaya was now with her face to Li. I gently slipped into bed with Kennedy when I felt Jaya's hand on my side and then she pulled me close to her and whispered in my ear, "I am not stupid, and I am not naïve if you are just know, this won't be anything like what Lisa went through. Don't cross me" she said before kissing my neck and turning back over. I heard her sniff a little before she eventually went to sleep.