F.A.M.I.L.I.A

Memories

~Jaya~

It's been a few days since I woke up from the coma and I am still trying to get readjusted to life. Being off my feet for 6 months took a toll on me so I am in intensive physical therapy to get the muscle tone back up in my legs and to teach me how to walk again. It's the most embarrassing shit ever to have folks do shit for me. I mean everything from helping me to the bathroom to bathing me. Of course, my wives keep telling me that it's okay and that they love me and would do anything for me. I am a G though and I can't go out like that so I am pushing myself to get back to my old self.

First things first though is figuring out what the hell happened to me and who shot me. The doctors suggested that I journal stuff that I remember so here goes my first entry.

"Yet again Lisa has come home with bruises from Andre on her body. I am so sick and tired of this shit, like how much can one take of this? I sitting here watching her try to cover up these bruises with makeup. I'll be ready in a minute baby she said from the bathroom, until I heard the doorbell ring. I got it Li just hurry up we gotta meet my Mom in 30 minutes. I know baby she said. I go down and open the door to see Andre's smug ass standing at my door. What the fuck do you want? I want you to stop messing around with Lisa before you get hurt. Some man you are threatening a woman. I am serious Lisa is mine! You think I said raising an eyebrow at him. Listen Bitch I will kill you if don't leave her alone. Okay well do it and I guarantee that you will never ever get Lisa. He backed away from me and stared at me, before sucking his teeth and walking off. If Lisa would just let me take care of this situation we wouldn't even have this problem."

Hey baby Ti said coming into the room. Hi baby I said kissing her. How are you today? It's still a little sketchy but I wrote one memory I had. That's good baby, here I snuck you in some stuff she said pulling Tupperware out of her purse. You spoil me so much, I know baby I gotta get you back to normal. Mmm...Lasagna and cornbread I said smiling at her. Yeah, I gotta get that ass thick again. You're too much, why you worried about my ass? Why shouldn't I be, that reason why I married you? Wow really Tionne really! Naw it was that bomb head you gave me on the tour bus that sealed the deal. I remember that, you were wearing black panties and a purple sports bra. You remember all of that detail she said smirking. Ugh yeah I definitely remember the black lace Victoria secret panties I bought you, they were special edition. I am sure she said looking down. Can you tell me about Kennedy I said eating the food? Where do you want me to start? Tell me about her birth, was it difficult? Oh, that story was crazy.

"Ahhh you screamed grabbing on to Li's arm. What the fuck Jaya that hurt. Not as much this pain in my....ahhh you screamed again. Where is Ti at? Remember she had to go out of town with her mom baby. Fuck Li get me to the hospital now I am having the baby. Okay baby lets go. Li you can't go like that. Like what Jaya you gotta go to the hospital right now. Babe you can't go in that thong and bra. Shit okay let me throw on my clothes. 15 minutes later you were at the hospital getting checked in and Li was blowing up my pager like crazy. Lisa what the...get your ass home now she's going into labor. Naw Li's probably just a false alarm. Ti if you ain't here by the morning you are going to miss the birth of your daughter. Okay Li I'll be there in like 4 hours we were coming back tonight anyway. Tell my baby I love her. I will just get her before she kills me!"

I made it there in 2.5 hours driving 95 on the highway praying that I didn't get pulled over cause we were driving back from Iowa. I was out of town? No I took mama to visit, honestly I knew I probably shouldn't have left when you were 9 months pregnant but I didn't think that you'd go into labor that quick. I carried her full term? Mhm 9 months and 3 days. I didn't think after Skylar I could do that. Well your pregnancy was different; Li and I took real good care of you. Yeah! Of course we did you are our wife we love you. And I made it back just in time to see Kennedy be born. Was it painful for me? I assume so it took about 10 stitches, cause Kennedy got a big head. Don't talk about my baby like that. I am serious I don't know how you did it she was 8 pounds 10 ounces. Oh, my damn, does my kitty still work properly after that I said looking down at my legs. Yeah baby it does she said laughing. I am just saying big head babies tend to stretch you out down there. Trust I know, Izzy did a number on me too. Izzy? Who is Izzy?