F.A.M.I.L.I.A

Control

~Lisa~

It's been a few months since my little hospital visit and things between Jaya and I have gotten serious, like more than they were before. I moved completely over to her house and Rei and Ron live in my house, I still got a room over there. But I only use it when I need to for instance if Andre is looking for me or if Jaya and I just need some space. Before you say it, I know I am being stupid for still messing with him after what he did to me. I know I am stupid but I can't cut it off cause I don't want anything to happen to Jaya. Before I went unconscious that night he told me that I'd never live to see a relationship with her. He said she'd never want me if I was tore up and as long as he was in the picture she'd never get me.

That's a lie because as soon as I can get the information I need on Andre he's gone. I don't want to be with him anymore. Love or not he will not keep me from Jayasri that's for damn sure. I was serious when I told her I wanted her to have my baby and for us to get married. I tell her that every day how much I love her and how our family would be. Every day she tells me once our issue is gone we'll start that family. That's my motivation to get rid of Andre. I got something bigger I want her to tell her well rather ask her, and I am not sure how she will react.

Hey Baby I said as she walked in the room. Hey she said walking up to me and kissing me. One thing led to another and we ended up in bed. Shit I said laying on her stomach. I know every single time it's like this she said sitting up. If I ain't know any better I'd think you were trying to get me pregnant. Babe you know if I had the tools for that you would have already been pregnant a long time ago. That is so true cause we ain't using no type of protection. We also still have that issue as well. Please Jaya we in a good spot literally, can we not talk about him. Fine we won't but listen there will not be a next time for that to happen. I know I said looking her in the eyes, I promise it won't happen again. Brown eyed beauty she said smirking at me.

Baby you know we leaving for tour in a few days. I know I am gonna miss the hell out of you. Maybe you won't have too. What do you mean? I want you to go with me. Go with you on tour? Yeah, it's two months and I don't wanna be away from you for that long. Lisa I got a store to run and...shhh I said kissing her. We working on us for real now remember, we can't be apart if we are gonna do that. What about the girls? Tionne and Chilli? They'll be fine. Well Ti will and Chilli, she'll have to learn to deal with it. I don't want to cause any problems for you, you have to work with her. There are no problems as long as she knows her place. Li! I am serious fool me once shame on you, there won't be a twice for her to try me.

She looked at me biting her lip, you hood aren't you? I am from Philly don't let this soft little persona that I give off fool you I handles mines. Is that right! Mhm I haven't always been Lefteye in TLC. Well Ms. Lefteye you know what? What! I hear that tour bus sex is the best kind of sex. Oh there's many good types of sex. Like sex in the rain, sex on an elevator, sex on top of you Benz. That was a good night. It sure was. When do we leave? Thursday at 10 sharp. I am down she said pecking my lips.

~Jaya~

Babe I said as we were laying there. Yeah! You think we can get Ti to give in on this tour. She looked up to me and kissed my stomach. We'll be between her legs before you know it. Li! I want be in more place than between her legs. You already in them places Jaya, trust me I know I've been watching yall the way yall interact with one another them secret glances yall don't think anyone sees, the talks yall, and plus you a bold one the way you kissed her in front of Dalvin and she ain't even fight it. I hate to break it to you Jaya but yall are on that real love shit. You think? We planned it that way, babe. I know but I am only supposed to be in love with you. You are in love with me but you also in love with Ti as well and trust she's in love with you as well as me.