michael's Diary // clemmings

calum talks i listen

My mom when to get the mail and she said there was something for me. I've been gone not even a day and I already have mail. she hands me a package envelope that says:

open to last page.

so I opened it up and flipped through to the last page there was a note from calum.

Hey Mikey it's Calum. I was the first person up and I saw everything. I read the note and that broke my heart. I didn't know you felt that way you should of just talked to me man. I showed the note to the other guys and Ashton locked himself in his room and Luke, he just started to cry. He went to his room and he still has the note. He just keeps rereading it. It looks as if that if he reads it over and over it might just disappear and you'll be in your room, the last person to wake up and just walk out wondering why everyone is so upset. Man I think we need to talk some stuff out. At least we should talk. I need to tell you some things that I should have let you know a long time ago. But that needs to be done in person and it needs to be done now. I didn't let anyone see this. I took at and I'm wringing to you know. I hope you read this and decided to come talk. It's important.

Hopefully still your mate,

Calum

I texted calum and told him to come to my moms house. he said he'd be there in 15 and it would only be him. once he got here he pulled me straight up into my room and just started to talk.

"okay Mikey listen. okay just listen. don't day anything until in done okay? okay."

"so, when I got your note I knew exactly were you were coming from. I showed the note to the guys and they got pretty upset. Ashton told me about things that were going on and stuff, your feelings for luke. he told me about the fake dating and all that stuff. when he saw this I think he was more mad at himself then you. he locked himself in is room and when I finally got in there there were three holes in the wall. now in comes luke. he was a mess. I woke the boys up right when I found this at like 6am. luke took it into his room and just squeezed it and reread it. he cried all day and didn't eat anything. I had to force feed him soup."

i wish I could force feed him my dick. I thought.

"anyways. I told him that I was going to talk to you today and he requested that I tell you everything. and I mean everything. and to help me I have this"

he led up a leather journal much nicer then mine he read some things to me from it and it was just heart breaking. I mean well some of it. it was almost as sassy as mine. almost.

"you see Mikey. since year 9 he's had a huge crush on you and you have a huge crush on him. I think you should come back go into his room and just hug him. right now he needs it because when I left he was hugging his pillow staring at you note."

I nodded and decided I needed to go back to the house. but about the band. I'm still not in it and I don't know if I want to be. "I'm still not in the band though." I said quietly.

"what?" calum asked choking on air a bit.

"I don't want to be in the bad unless luke and Ashton want me. and I know ashton will be pissed." I said

"he is."

"well let's just go back I have some hugging to do and an Ashton to talk to." I said getting up from the bed and grabbing my bag.

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like it? yes? no? oh well anyways I just wanted to say that if you were reading my other fic Mute wattpad for some reason deleted it and I can't get it back and i only had one chapter saved so that story is gone. anyways thanks for reading (((: