~ first lost... ~

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I saw Evan and said " a-a-are you o-o-o-okay?" And I said " yeah am fine let's go " and I walk away and start to fell depressed and Evan said " am going to Zoe's house" and i ran to my room and cried and start to fell the pain at my family and friends felled went I left them and my feelings start to fell lost and Evan went to Zoe's house and I just let it be and I started not feeling happier with my life after I left my family

(4 weeks later)

And I started going with my family and friends everyday and leave Evan behind and Evan start getting mad at me for being with my family that him and that same thing with him and I came back to his house and Evan said " oh hi y/n" and I said " hey" and some body grab my hand and he said " stop visiting your family " and I said " why!!" And Evan " your spending to much time with them!!" And i said " well Evan Hansen if you want me stop going with my family stop going with your new girlfriend!!!!!" And we had fight.... What most people do and I said this at I wish never came out of my mouth " stop,stop, stop being so fucking weak!!!" And lies!dancers dancing with lies in there face and everything with ...
LIES it all lies!!

And I stop talking to Evan and my life is good but empty I move in with my family and I don't know what I did but this day umm made me realize that Evan and Zoe are dating, there official...

And start to finish my life so ending and I just want to be free without hate and I got it...yay... And I started texting old friends and they trying to convince me to come Disney world....well fuck it am going! And I told my parents at am going and let me and I meet up with my friends and I text every one but Evan that am going to Disney world and I post photo and big massive trouble Evan saw the post and now here I got up and everyone was waiting for me and I got changed in to this

well fuck it am going! And I told my parents at am going and let me and I meet up with my friends and I text every one but Evan that am going to Disney world and I post photo and big massive trouble Evan saw the post and now here I got up and ever...

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and I went downstairs and how did I saw...
~ my first lost of my live~

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