~Dear lover heather~ Evan Hansen X heather reader

~"she with someone better"~

Y/n
"Oh okay" and everyone started singing and I stayed low and everyone said " come on!" And shook my head and said " no guys am fine" and I hum " Hunny  what are waiting for" and Christine said " that nice but really sing your boyfriend has guts to sing" and I said " fine" and I went up stairs and sat down and started singing that song from that musical that hit ( yup last year and everyone knows that musical right?) "I leaned to slam on the brakes" and start  thinking about my first day of school before I lead with worst of me and everyone  thinks am normal but no step out step out of sun if you keep getting burned

And thought about my life and I escaped my house and went to park 'cause tap tap taping on glass waving though a window and the day Evan meet Zoe and I smiled sadly "try to speak but nobody can hear so wait around for answer to appear!" And I started tearing up but I hold in and I started singing again and
"we start with stars in eyes ,we start believing that we won but anytime does it rise nobody tell you were you went wrong!" and I started walking through the forest that me and Evan go to often and started climbing up tree and everyone was on date that I look and felt that someone with me but nobody was there and I felt that falling "am falling in forest and nobody around do you Even really crash or even make sound (x2) did I even make sound? (X1) will I Make a sound? And I saw everyone I know behind glass and

saying " please help" 'cause am tap tap tap on the glass waving through a window! Oh "I try to speak but nobody hear so wait around for answer to appear and I started fringe out waving through a window can anybody see is anybody waving back that me? Is anybody Waving! Waving! Waving!! Ohhh!" and I got up and went to house and everyone was sleeping

and I saw Evan and I said " yup that's my tree boy" and I went upstairs to my room and I laid down and sighed real hard and I heard a voice " um n/n?" And I turn around and it Evan and I said " yeah?" And he said while he was blushing " c-c-can I s-s-sleep with y-you?"and I blushed little and smiled and said " yeah ev" and he got in bed and

he said " am cuddlier" and I said " ha ha Evan" and he hugged me tight and I said "Evan I can't breathe and can I have my room?" And he said " no you're my teddy bear!" And I said " fine but you're my teddy bear" and we asleep on each other arms

Jeremy
I was going to bathroom and I saw Evan and y/n cuddling and I smiled sadly and I went to bathroom and I said " why am I sad?!" And I walked out and I went to living room and I said
~" he with someone better like y/n"~

( sorry for wait and yes Jeremy likes you but he doesn't know it and next chapter is Beach time with group and it gets sexual but not that bad but rainy day on beach day so yeah toon out! And am sorry next chapter is do you wanna hang or something 587 words)