~Dear lover heather~ Evan Hansen X heather reader

~ lost freedom ~

Y/n
I was in hospital and I started looking around and some my family members came in and I shut my eyes and I started thinking and that stupid voice came back " oh no Evan called the ambulance so kill ourselves again" and I said " no" and that voice said " listen her am your depression and I will any thing to get what I want" and I said " ho ho ho! Am not doing anything" and I woke up and Evan was there and he said " you're wake!" And

I said " Evan give the pills" and he did and I took one and then the voice spoke " why does it hurt so much!" And I said to Evan " can you please stay here" and he said " all ready did" and I smile and I started hearing my voice "will do this and this so she doesn't take does pills" and I said " no you won't"

And we started having fight in my head and I said " not today bitch!" And I took the lead and I had to use the bathroom and I started walking around the hospital and I found it and I did my lady stuff and I started exporting

And I said " well this nice" and the cafeteria was closed and I sigh (this was that night time)and I went through door and I was in heaven I got in and I started grabbing stuff and I ran back to my room and I started eating and Evan woke up and said " how the heck you got food"

and had to make a lie " they sent me food that all" and Evan grabbed cookie and I said " hey!" And he said " I know your tricks y/n" and I said " meanie" and he smiled and said " I will come back" and voice said " why does it hurt" and I said " it called suck it pills" and and me and that fucking voice started fighting

Then I looked that my food and I saw little nibbles and i said " am not hungry ", that strange I saw Evan come back and said " are you going to eat?" And I said " not that hungry ev...ha" and he rises a eyebrow and said " ok"

and I said in myself " stop please!!" And I got knocked out and I saw myself and evan...I said " he all mine y/n!!" And I woke up and I just started crying and said " please stop I just want to be free from you" and I said

~ lost my freedom ~

( I know it different times but where I live it 3:00 in morning!!! No am not going to sleep so I got to toon out bye!! And yes next chapter new characters will be in this and there are important to the eating problem you the reader have 579 words)