Brain cancer is hard enough having it.
Hiding it from your boyfriend is also really hard.
I've had brain cancer for a couple months now and I'm too scared to tell Zach, my boyfriend, I'm scared what he will think
I put a guard up against him because it gives me really bad mood swings and everything but I stay strong in front of him because I don't want him worrying.
But I also know he's been cheating on me. I still chose to be with him because I'm also too scared to confront it about it. I spoke to my physiatrist about it and she said it isn't healthy to address problems because of the symptoms, it could make me more sick.
"Camilia hey" Zach hugs me.
"Hey" I smile and hug him back.
"So...I was thinking we could go to the aquarium and then come back here for our date" he smiles
"Yeah... okay" I rub my lips together.
"Baby are you okay?" He asks, putting his hand on my shoulder
"Yeah I'm fine, you ready" I grab my coat
"Yeah" He smiles and ties his laces
We head out and I was driving.
Okay I shouldn't be driving Incase I get a bad head ache or get sick but he doesn't know. I want to tell him but every time I do I feel sick and end up throwing up.
"Baby you seem quite Is everything okay?" He puts his hands on my thigh
"Yeah... just tryna concentrate" I turn the radio on.
It's bad for me to listen to music because it causes me to have really really severe head aches. It doesn't mix well, especially because my boyfriend is in a band...
"This is a new one, Hooked by Why Don't We, the five young amazing singers" the radio station says
"No way" Zach turns it up.
I didn't turn it down, just laughed and bop my head along to the music
"Babe where you going, the aquarium is that way" Zach points out to me that I was about to drive to the hospital
"Sorry, Yeah I thought you said Zoo" I laugh fakely
"The zoo is also that way" he shakes head
"God What has gotten into you princess" he shakes his head and sits on his phone until I reach the aquarium.
I park up and we get out and walk in. We start looking at the fish and shakes and everything and we walked past a mirror to see I've gone a little blue. It's another symptom. It will happen
My neck starts twitching and I walk straight into the bathroom leaving Zach confused
I quickly re apply my makeup and take my tablets
I walk out like nothing happened "what's wrong babe, you're acting weird" Zach was waiting outside the door for me
"Got a bit of a head ache" I intertwine our hands
"Okay" he smiles and kisses my hand
Should I confront him about cheating?
"Zach can we go home, we need to talk" I stop walking
"Yeah... Okay" we start walking back and soon enough we're looking in eachothers eyes blankly
"Baby you said you wanted to go home to talk but you haven't said anything" he looks worried
"Have you been cheating on me?" I come straight out with it
"What.. no.. Camilia what made you think this?" He shakes his head
I look through my phone and show him the screenshots I have with him and other girls kissing and holding hands in public
"I can explain these" He hands me back my phone
"Explain then Zach, I give you every thing you want and you just cheat on me." I could feel the tears forming in my eyes
"All them girls mean nothing to me, Camilia you're the only girl I love" he grabs my hands
"Zach you don't say that and then cheat. It's not right. I've never looked at another boy since I've got with you because I love you" I look him deep in his eyes
"I love you too baby, I promise you I won't do it again, they were frisky stupid things I did whenever we got in an argument or something, they honestly meant nothing" he kisses my forehead "you're the only one that means something to me"
"Zach I don't.. I don't" I couldn't finish my sentence because I got a really bad headache and put my head in my hands holding it
"Camilia... baby are you okay" he keeps hold of my hand
I couldn't say anything but lean over the bed and throw up.
"Camilia what's happening" he asks moving hair away from my face
"My bag" I manage to say
He gives me my bag and I empty it on the floor, away from the sick and grab my tablets
"Camilia what happened" he sits me up straight
"Zach I'm sorry, I love you so much" I take the tablets
"Camilia... why are you taking them" he snatches the bottle off me
"What" his face drops
My eyes start going blurry.
"Call.. Doctor" I manage to say. My speech was losing as well
These are all symptoms, these all happen on the regularly but not as bad as this one, I felt like I was just gonna go... there...then...
He calls my doctor and 8 minutes later there was a knock on my door, he opens it and my doctor rushes in
"Doc what's wrong with her" Zach asks
"Camilia you didn't tell him" Dr Kine says, putting something on the back of my head, where the tumor is, where the cancer started
"He doesn't need to worry" I struggle to keep my eyes open
"Camilia has brain cancer, she's had it for a couple months now.." Kine tells him
"What" Zach says, speechless
I could literally hear his heart drop and break "you never told me you were dying" he grabs my hand tightly
"I love you Camilia" he hugs me and doesn't let go "so damn much, I'm so sorry"
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