Why Don't We Imagines

ANGEL

*NEW BOOK*

— this isn't one of my typical books bc it ain't wdw bc i don't stan them anymore but if anyone's into 5SOS or if y'all just wanna show my new book some love, please do.—

This is Angel- it's a long time in the making and i'm super proud of it. I hope u guys enjoy it x

Chapter 1; seven minutes

Seven minutes. That's all it took for mood to completely change from sort of happy, to utterly frustrated. Seven fucking minutes.

It was decent day, i went to work like usual. Helped my clients with their mental health issues while struggling with my own. I was the therapist that needed therapy. The young, clever guy that needed an escape from his own problems, so i began working with others. Twenty-Six and a PhD in Psychiatry, helping who i can in order to prevent them from living the way i did.

Twenty-Six and engaged to an insecure twenty-seven year old that prevents me from having a life outside of her and my job. Everyday is the same, and has been for the past 5 months we have been engaged.

I wake up, Usually later than Alyssa. I shower, brush my teeth, wash my face, shave and change. Routinely into a suit to look professional for my job. I head to the kitchen, Alyssa making us either pancakes, cereal or bagels. I place a small kiss on her cheek as we exchange "Good mornings."

We sit opposite each other on my dining table, sometimes if the weather is nice we'll sit on the balcony and look out to the view of the beach we live on.

She'll give me leftovers as my lunch for my work day, herself a high school teacher. She'll tell me about the previous day, what her students have been getting up too, if she's leaving to take them on field trips for educational purposes.

She'll ask how my day went and that's where chaos strikes. All my work is confidential. Between my clients, myself and depending on their age, their parents. Some cases involve the police but i don't share other people business with Alyssa, i don't share their business with anyone but myself.

She'll get annoyed at me that i'm not "being honest with her." I'll argue back with the statement that "I want to keep my job." She leaves in a huff.

Shortly after, i give her a call, she apologizes but flips it around to make out she's the victim. You think she would know better being engaged to someone who literally studies the brain but nope, she's oblivious.

In order to stop another argument from sparking up, i tell her "I'll see you later on." Followed by a "Love you, Goodbye."

The biggest lie i've told in my life. I am far from in love with that woman but who gives a shit if i'm unhappy right? Our parents are best friends, our wedding was planned since the day i was born.

I go throughout my day, usually working with around 5-10 clients, depending on the day and/or if i have new clients looking to be guided by me.

I spend my lunch eating the leftovers Alyssa made me because i need to "Loose weight" or the gluten free sandwich because she's allergic to gluten.

Getting back to work i finish my day, going through about 5 cups of decaf coffee just so i can sleep properly when night comes along. Then i head home, dreading for the basic routine now.

I could be 2 minutes late from 9pm, my usually let out time. Two God damn minutes and Alyssa will kick up a stink. She'll wait maybe 15 minutes, 25 if i'm lucky, before she verbally abuses me, tries physically abusing me and accuses me of being a "Shit fiancé."