Why Don't We Imagines

Just Promise Me•Zach+Jonah•

Zach and I have been dating for 14 months. Just over a year.

He had my whole heart and I love him.

But.

We argue almost everyday and I can't take it.

I hate it when we argue and every time we argue it breaks me a little. 

I cry every night whenever he isn't around because of arguments. Arguments that shouldn't be arguments.

We should just forget about our differences and it doesn't matter. Right?

"Aleea" Jonah, my brother, shouts. Walking into my apartment

I was laying in bed. I haven't really left my bed.

I haven't really left my house in a while. They're all going on tour in a couple days. I wanna sort everything out with Zach

We fight and then make up.

We argue all the time but forgive each other way too easily and then argue again. 

He's ignoring me right now and that put a hole in my heart.

I went to the doctors a week ago and they gave me anti-depressants.

So yeah. I'm depressed and Zach doesn't know, neither does Jonah.

I don't want to bore anyone with my problems so I just keep them all in.

Eventually it starts to eat me and then I get suicidal thoughts.

But I know Jonah would be so upset if i wasn't there. Him and Zach are the ones keeping me on thin strings.

Zachs causing most of this though.

Loves a strange thing.

"Hey... I went to the doctors and they gave me this for you" he puts the tablets down on my bed

I look at them and then look away and close my eyes

"Why didn't you tell me" he's not mad. I can hear it in his voice that he's hurting

"You have enough troubles. I don't need my problems creeping up onto you too" I close my eyes to try and trap my tears in

"Aleea, you're my sister... I'm here to talk to you no matter what... especially if you're depressed. I need to know these things. Does mom know?!" He worries

I shake my head no and my tears roll down my cheek

"Dad?" He wipes the tears off my face

"Zach?"

"No one, knows Jonah. But you" I cover my face with my blanket

He sighs and goes into my kitchen

He grabs me some water "I'll tell mom and dad. You tell Zach. He's your boyfriend" He starts cleaning my room up a bit

"Zach doesn't care" I mumble

"Aleea that's not true. He does care. He's in love with you" he sits on the edge of my bed "did he hurt you" his over protective side starts to come out

"We argue almost ever day and I can't take it, Jonah. He's so petty but I would literally die without him. He's ignoring me right now because of a stupid argument we had a couple days ago. He's breaking me up bit by bit" I look at the floor. My voice remains calm.

"Come on... go shower" he rips the cover off me

"I don't want to-"

"Aleea... go shower, put some fresh clothes on. We're going for a walk. I'm not asking you too either. I will literally drag you around" he lifts me up