I'm sorry I've been gone for a few months. I don't know when I'll be back or if I'll ever come back. I've been dealing with things. I don't know, this year has really just sucked the life out of me.
Too much stress and anxiety. I've been feeling a lot of pressure in my life. I've been crying and having anxiety almost every night. I don't know where I'm going in my life and what I want to do.
I'm going through the most stressful time in my life. Deciding my future. As dramatic as that sounds, it's true. I'm going through the phase that will set me up for life.
Deciding what career I want to pursue. To see if college is truly for me. Or I'm wondering if I just want to find work and not continue with college. I don't want to let my parents down or myself. I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want.
I have a college career pathway planned, but I don't think it's going to work out for me. I'm falling behind. Getting accepted into the program will be hard due to the extreme competition to get in. Seats are limited to like less than 30 every year.
I'll keep this story up if I ever decide to finish it. It was kinda shitty anyways. I'm sorry for that.
I wish you all the best. Thank you for letting this account hit 1k followers. I never thought this account would amount to anything when I first made it.
Once again, I'm truly sorry for being MIA for a few months. I guess this is goodbye for now. I can't focus on writing when I'm not in the right frame of mind.
I'll be back one day, hopefully.
I love you 🖤🖤🖤
