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We spent the next two hours talking, laughing and we also danced a bit. And yeah, we drank a bit, but not too much. Maja and I had literally so much fun with the boys.

Of course, we also had fun on the other after show parties we went to, but it was just really funny with the 5sos boys and Shawn because we all shared the same kind of humor.

We were sitting at a table, that was next to the bar and talked about our hometowns when Luke got us all another round of shots and we downed them quickly and giggled.

On my right side sat Shawn and on my left side sat Luke and Michael and on the other side of the table sat Maja with Calum and Ashton.

Calum was currently talking about his 13th birthday party or so, when Shawn, next to me, peeked me in my side and looked at me, until I looked back at him. "Do you want to come outside with me? Get some fresh air?"

"Yeah, good idea" I answered and followed him out of our booth. "Guys, we're going get some fresh air, gonna be back in a few" Shawn said, the other boys nodded and Maja looked at me with a dirty look that I just ignored. I then walked towards the exit with Shawn behind me.

When we reached the exit, I expected to smell some fresh, cold air, but instead I just breathed in a cloud of cigarette smoke. I looked at Shawn who chuckled and carefully placed his hand behind my arm and gently pushed me with him, outside of the cigarette cloud.

A few meters further, where fresh air was, we sat down on a fancy stone bench. Now, that we were outside, I felt how cold the air was, compared to the thick, hot air inside. But it was still bearable, due to that it was almost summer.

We were still a bit intoxicated from the alcohol we drank, so we basically giggled about everything. And considering the fact that we barely knew each other, we said things, that we probably wouldn't have said when we were sober. Not those bad things that you regret the next morning, but rather things, that you think about the other person but don't say because you don't really know each other.

Shawn sat to my right and when I looked to him after we sat down, he leaned a bit forward and witnessed my feet. "You know, your shoes don't look really comfortable" he said, giggled and looked back to me. 

"Well, they aren't" I giggled back and he gave me a confused look.

"Then why do you even wear 'em?". I leaned backwards, so my back was against the bench rest and stretched out one leg, so I could see my shoe. "Because they look good" I giggled and stressed the 'good'.

"They do" he agreed and chuckled.

I turned right, bent my right leg and put it on the bench, careful that my dress wouldn't flash between my legs, and faced Shawn. "I like your shirt". He also turned so that he was also facing me. "Yeah?"

"Yeah" I answered and we giggled again. He put his left arm onto the rest, and I just stretched out my arm and drove along the lines on his shirt with my index finger. Until I realized what I was doing and quickly pulled my arm back to me.

I guess he noticed that I was a little embarrassed but just laughed lightly. Thanks to the alcohol at this point.

"You looked good on the stage earlier" he said out of the blue and lightly nodded to no one on particular.

"Oh, thank you" I answered and already felt my cheeks blushing. I never really could deal with compliments so I smiled and avoided to look in his face.

"It was your first time on stage, right?" he said and I looked at him with big eyes.

"Yes, it was, why? Did one notice it?" I quickly asked.

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