A Collection of Our Deepest Thoughts and Darkest Moments

fornever

friends;
it's the only way you agreed not to leave
you give me all your time
all your attention
that i begged for when you were mine
so, why do you care so much now?

you ask me so many questions,
such as what i'm doing,
who i'm with,
if i'm okay,
how i'm feeling
but have you ever asked me
what am i to you?

i knew we rushed things
i knew i wasn't ready and neither were you
but we're just some kids
trying to figure out what we want
i wanted you and you longed for her
you wanted peace and i longed for companionship
i would do anything to save this
but i know nothing is that simple

so i sit here and dream
of the times where we talked about the future
living in your two story house with a garage
driving a nice car and maybe have kids
working your dream job and i whatever is thrown my way
saying promises of fornever
not knowing then it would all just be a memory