A Collection of Our Deepest Thoughts and Darkest Moments

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you look at yourself
with words that bring a bad taste to my tongue
and some sort of bad contentment
like things could be better,
but they won't be
and you're okay with that

you believe that the world is your oyster
but more in that we have only limited time,
limited words and limited dreams
taking advantage while you can
because you know your time here is precious

you've been thinking of loneliness
that your very name is its definition
and you are only worthy to so many people
and only so many will cry at your casket
taking betrayal after betrayal head on
now thinking of it as the new norm

however, i look at you like you're the sun
blinding me with emotions stronger than my very heart
captivating me with your greatness
and your willfulness to bring me strength
keeping me going when even others couldn't
and giving me one extra reason, even when i couldn't find one

i believe time is also limited
but still, dream big and conquer your fears
tell her you love her when you do
she won't waste any moment to show you the world
even though hers is you

loneliness doesn't speak your language
you haven't had it easy, no,
but through it all a few have proven you're important
she spends every moment thinking of your health and happiness
so in times when you are alone, remember that

there are many things that occupy your thoughts
that may be blinded by your own tainted judgement of yourself
but in the eyes of another, i can only say three things:
you are worthy
it's never too late
and you are not alone.