dazed cafe | fillie

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‼️ warning mention of rape is mentioned if you are not comfortable reading please skip when the time comes, i will place another warning ‼️

Monday

Right now it was currently lunch and I couldn't be more happier.

Today I had a big test in English and I could barely even focus, I'm not sure if it was because I skipped breakfast or if it was lack of sleep. All I know now is that I'm hungry and tired.

Sadie and I walked inside together and grabbed our food. I got a yogurt parfait and Sadie got a salad.

We both walked towards our table when Caleb called us out. "Sades' Millie! Come over here guys!" I rolled my eyes and Sadie placed her on hand on my shoulder. "It's okay, Caleb is a great guy, plus his other friends are nice too, you should get to know them."

I didn't consider sitting over there with a bunch of boys, until I saw Finn. Finn? What was he doing with all of the popular guys?

I nodded and Sadie and I made our way over.

"What's up guys?" Caleb said placing his arm around Sadie's waist pulling her closer towards him, and her head resting on his shoulder. I scoffed and turned towards Finn.

"So Finn, what are you doing here? Do you know Caleb?" I ask.

"Uhm yeah I met Caleb in history and he said I could sit with him and the guys today." I nodded and continued to eat my food.

I sat quietly and listened to everyone chat and laugh. Every now and then I would catch myself looking at finn and sometimes him looking back. I felt a stare on me and looked away quickly.

"Uh hem." Sadie says tapping her nails on the table.

"Yes?"

"So Mills, is this the Finn you're always taking about. You know the dreamy one. Finn blushes and looks down smiling.

I'm literally going to kill her.

"Uhm yes, this is Finn. Finn this Sadie, my best friend." I say nervously.

Finn puts his hand out to shake and Sadie shakes back.

"Ni-nice to meet you."

Sadie smiles back and pulls away.

I look down in embarrassment and try to hide my face for the rest of the period.

"Millie, are you okay?" Finn asks me placing a hand onto my knee.

and then, that's when everything went black.

ha sike, not ending it that quick.

I open my eyes and realize I'm remembering something I never wanted to remember again. I try to get the image out of my head but I'm stuck and lost.

- flashback - ‼️‼️

I sat down by myself on the couch of someones house that was currently having a party. I really didn't feel like coming but Sadie insisted that I need to live a little, so I did.

A boy came by and sat next to me. "Hey I'm Jacob, glad to see you came to my party." He says with a smirk looking me up and down. I wasn't dressed how I normally would, but Sadie thought it would be fun for a little change and be someone else for the night. I looked like a hooker to be honest.

I politely smiled and shook his hand. "I'm Millie."

"So uh Millie, how about a drink?" He asks handing me a shot filled with an awful stench. I had never had alcohol so I figured that's how all drinks smelt like.

Sadie said I was a new person for the night so I insisted I and took the shot fast.

Jacob scoots closer to me and he placed his hand on my knee slowly moving upwards . I tried to push him off but I was weak.

‼️ WARNING SKIP IF NOT COMFORTABLE ‼️

My vision slowly became burry and everything started to fade away.

My vision was slowly coming back only I wasn't at a table and there was no music playing. I looked around and noticed i was in a bedroom.

Jacobs bedroom.

He was forcing himself into me and I tried everything I could to get him off but he just wouldn't move. I laid there doing nothing. I felt like a toy and I was ashamed of myself.

Three hours later

I looked at the clock and noticed it was 3:45 am. Where was Sadie? Why wasn't she there for me? I looked down at myself and noticed I had no clothing on me except a random T-shirt. My clothes were no where to be found.

I looked to the ground and slowly picked up my phone. I began to cry while dialing Sadie's number.

I quickly ran out of the room passing all of the passed out drunks making my way to Sadie's car.

"Millie, I am so sorry." She says rubbing her hands up and down my back.

I sat there and cried. I told my mom I was staying at Sadie's for the weekend. All that weekend I cried. I felt like a fool for letting myself happen.

Ever since then, Jacob told me I belonged to him. I was so afraid he would hurt anyone else and I didn't want to risk that so I did as I was told.

— ‼️ REALITY ‼️

"Millie?"

I quickly got up and ran towards the bathroom. Sadie rushed in and already knew what was I thinking.

"Mills, Mills, it's okay it's okay." She says hugging me and wiping my tears.

We sat there until i was ready to come out.

We came back to the table about ten minutes later and I looked at finn.

He had a worried expression on his face as if he did something wrong.

"I'm okay finnie, really I am." I say with a reassuringly smile.

I slowly place a small kiss to his cheek and he blushes.

Authors note: hey guys I'm sorry this was kind of dark :( but hey it doesn't get worse. Or does it ? Jk not like that but it does get a little bad..