dazed cafe | fillie

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finn

Millie kissed me. She kissed me. Well my cheek but hey that's close! Ever since millie and I were in the nurses office and she held my hand I knew I liked her. Like like her.

When she came back from the bathroom with Sadie I could tell something was wrong. I felt bad maybe I made her uncomfortable and I didn't want to do that. I nudged Sadie and gestured her to meet me in the hallway.

I saw Sadie walk out of the lunchroom so I whisper yelled at her. "Sadie! Sadie over here!"

She looks over and walks over to me. "What's wrong finn?" She asks crossing her arms.

"Did I hurt millie? Does she hate me?" I keep on rambling pacing back in forth.

"Finn. FINN!" She yells placing her hands on my shoulders. "Millie's okay, she just uhm is sad about a grade."

"Bullshit Sadie, what's going on? She looks terrified." I ask serious now.

"That's not my job to tell you finn." I scoff and turn around. "Finn she'll tell you when she's ready."

"Ready? What the hell happened Sadie?!" I say louder a few eyes on me.

"I-I got to go finn. See you later" she says walking off.

I walk back inside and sit beside millie and we continue the rest of the day as normal.

Millie

I get home and rush up to my room. I decided to text finn and possibly ask why Sadie and him were out in the hall during lunch.

I mean I trust Sadie and I don't think she likes finn, but just the thought of finn with another girl makes my insides toss and turn in a horrible way.

God millie you sound crazy. Finn can like/ date any girl he wants. He's your best friend for damn sakes.

Oh but how I imagine finn and I together. It almost seems impossible, I don't think he'll ever like me like that. He probably sees me as a sister. Oh how a girl could wish.

me: hey finnie, everything okay?

finnie : hey mills, yeah I'm ok. What's up are you alright ?

me: finn?

finnie: yes?

me: do you like Sadie?

finnie: what no! oh god no!

me: what's wrong with Sadie ?

finnie: Mills, sadie is ugh idk but I don't like her like that I promise! Plus, I already have a crush on a special someone.

And at that last sentence I could hear my heart sink. I toss my phone across the bed and cry. Finn has only been here for like two- three weeks? How could he like someone already.

I get up from my bed and take a shower. Showers always calm me whenever I'm not in the best mood.

About 30 minuets later I walk out back to my room and pick up my phone