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Lust for life

The rest of the day went good; after have that special moment together they cleaned up the mess that Sickboy made whilst trying to make the breakfast for the two. They filled up the washing up bowl and somehow made more mess with the washing up liquid. It flue all over the two and Sickboy was purposely trying to get the bubbles all over Charlies face. Between Charlies giggles, Didgets barks and Sickboys shouting, they managed to finish the cleaning up and they soon went to lay on the couch and decided to laze about for the whole day. They picked up where they left off and switched on the tv to finish off watching season two of 'on the buses'. They laughed the whole day and were attached to the hip the whole day, there corner of the world was currently comfortable and warm. They finally had time to themselves and they weren't going to give it up. Minutes turned to hours and before they knew it, it was around six in the evening, so without thinking Charlie picked up the phone and ordered there usual from the local pizza place and about 20 minutes later their dinner came. That day might of seemed boring, but for them it was paradise. No one interrupting, nothing coming up last minute. It was just nice for the two of them to be able to be alone and just have time and room to breath. What they didn't know was this was going to be the last time that they would actually have a proper sit down and be able to soak in each others company.

Time never seemed to stand still from that moment on. Life was weird and strange, and life never seemed to go in their favour. Special moments came and went, but neither really slowed down enough to appreciate what was going on. They were making memories, but not realising it. They would make time for each other, yes, but they never had any down time. Their time together usually consisted of standing up all the time as they legged it passed each other as they were busy with friends, work and just life in general.  It was like someone had pressed fast forward in their lives. sickboy would take her on adventurous nights out on the occassion and however many times they wanted to just sit down and watch a film was countless, but the amount of times where they couldn't actually execute the plan was also countless. However, it felt like they were attached by a thread that only allowed them to be five feet apart from each other, they would have the busiest day ever but they couldn't go five minutes without seeing each other even if it was for a couple of minutes. Onlookers would say that these two were a couple having a hectic but romantic life together, but neither of them wanted to label their relationship. In fact, if they were asked, they wouldn't know what to label it; they never really understood what was going on between, as the two had never been in a official relationship before. They had only had flings that lasted a day, the longest a week and the flings never ended well either; most of the time they would end in Charlie kicking the guy out/ Sickboy ditching the girl at some club and never calling her again. Having someone there for them was strange for them, but not a bad strange. A good strange in fact, if that made sense. The two hadn't told their friends though about the thing that was going on between them. Charlie didn't really have friends per say, she had work colleagues that she would occasionally tell things to, but that was it, to her dismay. She didn't tell her work colleagues about Sickboy, in fear that they would make fun of her or condescend her for not knowing what the hell was going on between them. Charlie had a sister, but they hadn't talked in years since she left home and moved to London. Some days she wished she was close to her sister, having someone there that she could talk to about these matters; she wanted a best friend she could confine anything to, but she unfortunately missed out on that the moment she moved away. Sickboy however had some friends; junkie friends. He hadn't told them about Charlie yet, as the majority of the time sickboy was with his friends they were drugged up. He wanted to tell them though, in fact he was planning on introducing them at some point and when Swanee said he was having a party sickboy thought it would be a perfect way to introduce them. All his friends and Charlie in one place? What could go wrong? He had planned on telling her a couple weeks in advance, but kept putting it off until the last moment. For some reason he was scared to ask her, fearing that she would say no or 'why would I hang out with my casual hook up outside of the bedroom?'. You know, the usual. However, one early morning after a night of reckless shagging he found the courage to ask her.