Baekhyun pov
Waking up I look beside me to an empty bed, laying there looking up at the ceiling thinking of yesterday and everything that happend. I'm still mad at chanyeol, I know I let him hold me last night when I was upset but it doesn't change how I feel. Being back home I can't help but think maybe I need to be alone for awhile, maybe me falling for chanyeol was too fast and a mistake. Can I trust him? Climbing out of bed I head to the kitchen.
"Morning baby" he whispers softly I made you pancakes with strawberries on the side just the way you like them
"Chanyeol can we talk please" sitting down as he sits facing me
"I think Its best if I go and stay with D.o and Kai
"But baek baby please, I said I was sorry please give me a chance" he cries out as he moves closer to me grabbing my hands in his as he kneels in front of me
"Chanyeol I was living in a bubble this past week and being back here has opened my eyes, yes I'm stronger then I was before I left, but I can't let people hurt me anymore and I'm sorry but I can't do this right now"
Getting up from his grasp I head into the bathroom and switch on the shower stepping inside I let my tears fall.
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After my shower I get dressed and decide to head out to my favourite coffee place, when reaching the door of the apartment I stop with the voice coming behind me
"Baekhyun are you going out?"
"Yes I need some fresh air"
"I'll head home to my place and I will give you the time you need but please don't move out, I told you you could stay here for as long as you need"
"I know and I'm very grateful but right now I don't want to be around anyone not you or TJ or anyone else, I just want to be alone" I close the door behind me as I walk out.
I've hurt him now and I hate myself for it I don't do this to people I hate this me.
Reaching my favourite coffee place I take my order and head outside. It's nice and clear after the storm last night, so I sit outside across the road at a little park. Sitting on one of the benches I take a deep breath and let it out leaning my head back as I close my eyes I let the light breeze touch my face. I'm brought back to reality as I hear children fighting, looking towards the noise I can't help but see two little twin boys only about 5 years old fighting over who's fault it was that the ball got kicked into the tree.
Getting up from the bench as I place my coffee cup down. I approach them.
"Will I get it for you?" I ask them playfully
"Yes please" they shout "we are too small and it's his fault" the smaller brother shouts pointing at his other brother
Climbing the tree I grab the ball and climb down handing it to them
"Wow you are like Spider-Man" one giggles making me laugh
"I wanna climb like you one day" the smaller one says while pouting
"but I'm too small"
Kneeling down infront of him, "hey there is nothing wrong with being small, I'm small for my age and people always called me dwarf and you know what I use to do, ignore them and prove to them that just because I was small didn't mean I stop doing things.
"How did you prove it?" he asks softly
"Well you see, I joined the basketball team when boys all laughed saying I was no good, but turns out I was the best scorer on my team and we won loads of trophys and where the best team around. But I also had the help of some tall guys too on my team like your brother, you boys should not fight and work as a team together"
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My Protector (Chanbaek)
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