Chapter 40

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Get off me please ...........no no leave me alone........................ don't hurt me I will be good I promise  

Chanyeol pov 

Waking up during the night to seeing baek sweating in the bed beside me

"Baek baby wake up please"I try shake him awake making him jump 

"I'm sorry I woke you" he pants out trying to catch his breath 

"Baek baby its ok" I reach out to him as he climbs out of the bed and walks towards the door 

"Baek baby please let me hold you and take care of you I wont hurt you please" He just keeps walking away breaking my heart knowing I cant comfort him when he needs it the most, he cried for me earlier now I cant touch him, maybe I should just risk it and go after him, climbing out of the bed I go follow him.

Reaching our room I hear the shower on, walking closer the sounds of him sobbing

'Fuck this', I walk in heading into the bathroom and there he is sobbing in the shower, I reach for a towel opening the glass door to the shower  kneeling down 

"Baek come here baby" reaching out to him he takes the towel and wraps it around his waist as he steps out of the shower ignoring me heading into the bedroom. Following him I stand beside him as he looks for clothes in the wardrope.

"Baek talk to me please, I'm begging you baby" trying to reach out again and he pulls away 

"Please don't Chanyeol, I just want to be alone" he wipes his tears and pulls on a t-shirt and bottoms

"Ok since you don't want to talk to me I'm going to go out for a bit" grabbing a top and pulling it on I head towards the door

"It's the middle of the night where are you going?" he softly asks me 

"I just need some air baek or I will say something I might regret, I love you and it breaks my heart to see you like this, but you wont even let me touch you anymore" putting on a cap I go grab my car keys. I run down the stairs and climb into the car, starting the engine I pull out the gate and head off slamming the steering wheel with my hand in pure anger as I scream out.

After what feels like hours as I watch the sun come up I decide to head home.

Reaching the house I park the car and head up to find baek, walking towards our bedroom I look in to see him asleep on the bed with his favourite fluffy jumper over him and him holding the small picture of me and him at Chen and Minseoks wedding. Walking closer I cover the rest of him with a blanket, out of the corner of my eye I see he is holding the watch I gave him tightly in his other hand. Making me smile I softly move his hair out of his eyes as he sleeps. Walking out of the room I close the door and head to the kitchen putting on the kettle for some coffee. 

My phone buzzes with a text message

Hey yeol how is baek this morning?

Not good he won't let me comfort him or touch him he hardly said a word to me 

Do you want me to come over and try talk to him for you? 

I don't know if that will work D.O but if you want to try sure come over, I have a big meeting today so maybe him having his best friend here will be good for him 

Ok ill head over now see you in a bit  

 see you then 

Walking into the spare room I have a shower and get dressed, waking back to our bedroom I peak inside and see baek is still fast asleep and hasn't moved since the last time I checked him he looks so cute when he sleeps

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