THEN AND NOW
Then, I would wake up thinking of something else
But now, I wake up thinking of only you.
Then, my heart would ache when I tot about her
But now, my heart aches when I think about you.
Letting you in my head
I guess was the biggest distraction ever!
Knowing that you meant so much to me
And that it wasn't vice versa makes my heart ache badly.
I told you everything
So, I thought our bond was strong
But then I realized you didn't tell me anything
You just left me wondering
Wondering about you all the time
Consuming my thoughts
Working magical wonders in my head
I thought I was someone special
I felt I was someone special
Until I found out you didn't have feelings for me
But for my best friend.
The pain?
Oh! I felt it
I felt it here at the bottom of my hollow heart
U penetrated into my it and made a wreck of it
Well, I'm not a confused human like you
I know what I'm going to do
I'm going to choose
And I'll choose my best friend
Cos that's how much I love her and cherish our friendship
Then, I would wake up thinking of something else
But now, I know I would wake up thinking of what you did to me.
Phoebe
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Phoebe's journal. #Project Nigeria
Nezařaditelnélet's just say there's a girl named Phoebe with a whole long string of thoughts. She expresses her pains, her dreams and her desires in her journal... She doesn't mind if strangers read it.. It was made for strangers actually... Pls read on. Don't...
